Well it was a semi productive day. Got a few more things done, got to the gym, could have worked harder there but I needed to save some energy. Still trying to work out the sleep issue as I'm not sleeping well, or regular hours ended up having a nap that took too long today too.
I'm hoping once my exercise schedule gets regular it... Read More
Well today didn't quite go as planned, the weather certainly did not cooperate that's for sure, however it wasn't completely unproductive. There was lots of snow to shovel so got some cardio and weight training that way at least lol.
The massive mountain of laundry has gotten a little smaller and got some cleaning done too. I didn't realise how much of a mess everything... Read More
Well I spent the better part of the last twenty four hours thinking about that question, "Who Am I?" I still don't have an answer but perhaps I have a starting point. I may not be aware of who I am now, but I do remember who I was before. I was a strong, proud soldier in the Canadian Army, I was bold and confidant... Read More
Well it's Thursday now, I promised a more interesting blog Tuesday as I was planning to do many things and well none of it happened. I still haven't gotten back to the gym, I didn't go shooting, but I did sleep so that was a plus. I also went for coffee yesterday with an old friend, I went through basic training, and infantry training with... Read More
Thankyou so much I went to see the guy briefly last night, but should he seeing each other properly this evening. Thanks again for being so super sweet!!
As for your question, maybe now you have had it pointed out to you that you should be who you want to be instead of what others need you to be, you can start to consider the things that truly make you happy, either alone or in company, and do them more. Then maybe you will figure it out, though it isn't an easy question, and isn't one I could answer
Well I didn't take a sedative, and I didn't make it to the gym, and I got about 3 hours of sleep. Which was better than the zero hours I've gotten up to this point. I tried to watch my Toronto Maple Leafs, but after one period tied at two goals a piece I'm not sure I can watch it any more, just too tired.... Read More
So I guess there was a big sports event today, Not sure what it was I think it was a rerun from four years ago. All kidding aside it wasn't that bad a game full of drama and just enough big plays to make it a great game, blown calls, bad penalties, yep not a bad game at all. Someone won, it doesn't matter who,... Read More
Thanks I have been trying to get myself out in other ways. Zivity being one of them. And I'm going to keep trying. I have some things to work on too.But hopefully soon enough.
I think theres something about the winter, even though it's been a nice one that gives some people and unsettling feeling. I get that way too often in the winter.. I hope things turns out well for you.
Well things just keep getting tossed around in my love life. I can't seem to get a hold of my buddy Rik, so talking to his wife (my ex's sister) about how I should deal with her sister and the fact that she isn't over me. Now talking to the girl again after a little more than a week without any contact, I had to... Read More
Chin up honey!
Keep positive, but try not to make it so reliant on someone else, cause if she cancels last minute, you'll feel worse!
Something will come up
(((hugs))) that sounds tough. I hope your mom will be okay. And you know, Canada has a great respite program for people who need home care - it might be worth looking into. You need to live your life, too. I'm sure she would understand.
Well the weekend begins with kind of a whimper but that's alright, my son is back and it's going to be a fun weekend. Guitar lessons and hockey tomorrow, Super Bowl party (maybe) on Sunday. Going to visit the ex's family I hope one of those two days with Hunter, he misses them not my ex, but them. I never did get to see them... Read More
Thankyou so much!
I really appreciate the comments, your so supportive, and as my first ever set I expected to come across sone criticism but I take it as constructive, and like the input for future sets
Thanks again
Wow I actually went a day without posting a blog! What the well was that? Well my last blog was about George R.R. Martin's books, well I got into the last third of A Game of Thrones and just couldn't stop reading. I'm staring at a Clash of Kings right now knowing that I am going to pick it up and run into the same... Read More
Well the NHL started back up yesterday but my team didn't play until tonight. It was nice to see players actually play, even if we did lose Oh well, it went to a shoot out but god to give up a three goal lead in the last 6 seconds of the game was disheartening.
But enough of sports I am almost finished the first Game... Read More
So this weekend saw the NHL All-Star game, and the Pro-Bowl, and wow have these games changed in the last decade or so. Hell even the last five years. I miss the times where the best actually played like the best. When Wayne Gretzky scored four goals in an All-Star game (one period for that matter) it was amazing, the fact that Marion Gaborik nearly... Read More