mamabunny

Taste


Green Green
is the color of her cup
the color of her companion
falling like the rainbow

if he called
she would not hear

making love to 12 long stemmed roses
in the backyard
in the hidden backdrop
that wont let go

Green Green
is the color of her cup
the color of the last drink

Inside Me


Lily the Lover
Tripped over the Atlantic
Fell victim to her beautiful skin
Glory days
Hollywood held her down
Jackie O shading her eyes

She was paved with a pale coat
Straight up with her glass slippers
Martini queen
sipping away
Stomach turned inside out
She told me
her beautiful bones
broke her heart
and the diamonds
outshined her soul

Some days
On...
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DICHOS


Screw all the boys
walls become more functional
to tie myself to
lighting and burning out
and breaking
It was never meant to be like this

I like the taste of it
to my mouth
more than i enjoy
being happy with
someone standing guard
Ive got hands
and song

I dont need your feet dragging
I dont need the sound of your voice...
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Voice


Sacred is the Cell
and this transforming light
i put my hands over my eyes
to find you
only removing them to
the hands of the clock
ticktickticktocktockety torn.

heart in stomach
blindfold my angels

She died.
He left.
I crashed.

Alive in cyberspace
wearing your mothers fear
the bitter absence

could not embrace you enough
could not fill you
overflowing with uncertaintity

Bring...
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Shapeshift-

He says,
You battle yourself.
Sweet girl
Its on.

The matches swirl
and the heat was
not as far as it felt.

Shapeshift the river
only seeing so far.
You cannot burn this tree down.
You cannot take my life force away.

You resist
And i fight myself
This is my passion
and i will find its middle ground
I will fight the blindside...
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Not Coping



miss you
miss you miss you

Turning corners
folding pages
pull the needle from my arm

this is really dangerous
traded one bad habit
for another
casualty of your
perpetual flow

miss you missssss youu
happy
the ride is over.

Yawn
and Woke

The wooden house
sharing souls with the sun
hooked into my throat
Elliot was trapped under the porch
that day
and someone walked the sidelines
and the lines in the road kept me alive
only sleeping
with you
i watched the curtains take shape
as you brushed by them
as you ripped that hook from me
might as well have dragged me...
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Climbing Trees*

need the drug
need my home
need the army to hold me down
felt the weight of the mountains and the treasured place he found
so that boy is long gone
a thousand fighting
and he is flying
i do know where i am
for so long
my purpose was yours
and yours was yours
water and lightening
and all i can think...
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a bit of change....

a question.

What was the hardest thing you have ever gone through? When, why and how did you manage to get through it?

Currently $6000 of bling. hi everyone. it sure seems like a lot of you have gone grey since ive been away.

Anyway...i have good news. Even though i am tired as hell, i am now in Denver working. This place is amazing. I was so sick and tired of being in those damn midwest towns. Now at work, if it gets crazy, i can walk...
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