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Everybody wants to see the sweetheart turn into a bitch. The wallflower turn into the center of attention. And the bitch to break down.

i know i do

Antilimit

its photography. and i think its good. its all G rated. lol. i think he should take some luxdivon pictures biggrin

a poem (Masochistic)

i have an inkling of a thought in this rumination of a day...
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truthslayer:
Love the new pic, you still have amazing eyes.
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that last blog was another tribute to my favorite film 'fight club' and no i didnt have a bottle of xanax.
marla singer in fight club calls up jack/tyler and tells him she took a bottle full.

i dont even own xanax. lol.
smile

so seriously now.

my cat is sick. and i'm worried to death about him. he has a wound from a catfight, and...
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deathtoforls:
hey there, got your comment about the kitty....and a few things come to mind:
-is your kitty indoor and outdoor, and if so is he current on vaccinations?
-is he FIV/FELV negative, as this can complicate a bite wound abcess tremendously
-how big is the abcess and where is it located?
The biggest concern with abcesses is not necessarily the abcess itself (though a bad one can progress to sepsis in certain rare situations), but the secondary implications such as fever, anorexia, and possible exposure to FIV. If your kitty will let you, have someone scruff him and take his temperature rectally with a digital, NOT mercury, thermometer...use KY! If his temp is over 103.5, best to see a vet. Norm for small animals is 100-103, and just like with humans, a fever, especially a significant one, can cause brain damage. Also, cats are prone to a condition called hepatic lipidosis that occurs as a result of anorexia that lasts longer than 48 hours. This can have serious implications on your cats liver, and is fatal. Never allow your cat to go more than 36 hours without eating. So, my recommendation is to take the cat in if you can afford to for a consult and antibiotics, if not, you should write me at my email and I'll see what I can do on the antibiotic front for you. And if you havent had your kitty tested for FIV and leukemia recently, its money well spent. Hope this was at least somewhat helpful....sorry so longwinded!
socogentleman:
*hug*
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hello everyone,
meet marla singer.

she'll have a cup of coffee

and then tell everyone to shut the fuck up

i took a bottle full of xanax, but this isnt a for real suicide its just one of those 'cry for helps'

oh again, ahh again, la la la,

i'm terrified of nothing
i d o n t t h i n k you understand...
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guitargeek:
You didn't... really eat a whole bottle of Xanax... did you?
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i'm in the bell jar again
plastered against glass walls trying to get through
that tiny little peep hole at the top of the bottle.
its funny but you'd think now that maybe i was an alcoholic
i'm not
but its just as bad.
at least on the days i want to admit that there's something eating at me.
i guess it just goes with...
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guitargeek:
Chin up.
truthslayer:
Smile beautiful it suits you better. There are those that do look after you.
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ok who knows all the trickz with jobs and interviews.

Should I be sending thank you letters after every interview?

I'll get interviews. but then i'm not getting hired.

And if they say they're going to call, and they dont.. should I call them?

and ugggg.... what do i say.. that's why i'm having trouble calling.. i dont know what to spit out of my...
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yuriel:
ive had the same probs so many times over.
still do
*hugs*
best of luck.
EL SUICIDO LOCO
mrlucky:
Hello??????????
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if you've never heard the controls

go listen to them.

they're my new music luv love

think airy. enchanted. lucid. >portishead-ish

http://www.teamlcd.name/alcapwn/Lux%20Divon/Kee/
Under 'the controls'

p.s. my fav is terrified. shocked
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trills:
I likes smile
xanippi:
hmmm.... maybe they'll grow on me
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I had a very exciting meeting today with a girl that wants to open an online store (starting out through ebay) that would sell very unique independent design work from here in austin. I'm kinda all excited about it still. Maybe i can finally get my portfolio together and see if what i make would actually sell. It's been hard to find focus to start...
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socogentleman:
i think fighting tooth and nail to get a job you think you want and then finding out it sux and then you're trapped in it because you would have to take a pay cut to start somewhere else and you're barely making enough money as is sucks worse. but i could be wrong. ^_^
pixen:
thank you lux darling kiss
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the sucking chest wound is here
it haunts me like ghosts
still lingering looking for closets to come out of.

speak no more.
whispers
leek
seeping
take the black tar from my heart
and throw it in the trash.
it sounds so melodramatic
i didnt even have a tragic childhood.
but black tar is still heavy
heavy on my heart. bok
yuriel:
oooh
i hope things with you
and with the boi are still a ok hon
smile
EL SUICIDO LOCO
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ok i need advice,

me and boy been hanging out all the time this last month..

and it'd be way cheaper if we split my place, and me kept another roommate..

which would mean boy moving in..

this is crazy insane fast for me. but for some reason it feels ok. but i'm not sure. he could always move out if things got weird.. his...
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etain's set is super cute..she's just gonna have to be one of my new fav SGs. at least for a lil while biggrin
the_man_machine:
yeah - she is a cutie innit? love