Another sad lonly day in HELL! I stopped taking my happy pills around X-mas and I was doing really well with out them but now I'm not so sure I should be off them. I feel like I'm falling back into the state of depression I worked so hard to escape from. I never did stop putting others before me, I suppose that's my problem,...
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EXCITEMENT!
I got my plane ticket today. . about 15 minutes ago it was confirmed! I'm so excited to go to Cali in the middle of February! How awesome will it be to lay on the beach when it's snowing at home?! Sounds pretty damn Rad to me!
I got my plane ticket today. . about 15 minutes ago it was confirmed! I'm so excited to go to Cali in the middle of February! How awesome will it be to lay on the beach when it's snowing at home?! Sounds pretty damn Rad to me!
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nobodaddy:
hey thanks! Have fun on your trip. 
einder:
Grats! sounds really fun! should be a nice change, Wish I was going...Nothing but suity snow and ignorance here.
But! In march I'm going to go to prtugal with my father to pick up puppies! so cool!
err umm, Have fun!
But! In march I'm going to go to prtugal with my father to pick up puppies! so cool!
err umm, Have fun!
I spent the afternoon shoveling my car out from under a huge mound of snow. She's now safely parked in the driveway where no plow can reach her. Now I'm horribly bored and when I get bored I get sad and I hate getting sad. There is nothing to do. I can't spend my money because I have to get my plane ticket for San...
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deadmansparty:
I will get you all the chapstick you can eat...um wear...
whatever it is chapstick does. Don't be sad
whatever it is chapstick does. Don't be sad
jb:
...just borrow some from the school nurse. I know she has like five sticks in her drawer... 
Mmmmmm. I now have a new found appreciation for Altoids
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jb:
There is a very special use for Altoids that my ex and I found 
. Any news on when you can get your tattoo done?
. Any news on when you can get your tattoo done?
I stole this from Katie
I hope you enjoy learning a bit more about me.
FIRSTS
-First car: A gold 1987 Chevy Cavalier. I named it Nigel, he was the best car ever. I miss him dearly.
-First real kiss: Scott Byers
-First real Break Up: Matt Wise
-First real bf/gf: Matt Wise
-First screen name: BigBlueDreamer
-First self purchased album: I think it was...
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I hope you enjoy learning a bit more about me.
FIRSTS
-First car: A gold 1987 Chevy Cavalier. I named it Nigel, he was the best car ever. I miss him dearly.
-First real kiss: Scott Byers
-First real Break Up: Matt Wise
-First real bf/gf: Matt Wise
-First screen name: BigBlueDreamer
-First self purchased album: I think it was...
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venenumliscens:
All I can say is, eewwww, Scott Byers!!!! Gross!!
I fell asleep at the shop today. It was interesting because I was sitting up with my eyes open. I think my boss took a picture. I used to do that in school, I'd be in some class and I would be sitting at my desk with my eyes wide open but I'd be asleep, It's kinda creepy if you think about it. Not many...
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morgan:
Yeah, I plan to keep my generous heart, but it can sometimes be hard. I'd rather be generous though.
mo:
that is talent... haha
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PICKLE!
I have a pickle, I've come to realize today that I am completely and utterly attracted to 2 of my male friends. One whom I used to date and have been talking to a lot lately, the other someone whom I've met recently and enjoy spending time with immensely. Both of which I feel 100% comfortable around (I have major trust issues with men...
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I have a pickle, I've come to realize today that I am completely and utterly attracted to 2 of my male friends. One whom I used to date and have been talking to a lot lately, the other someone whom I've met recently and enjoy spending time with immensely. Both of which I feel 100% comfortable around (I have major trust issues with men...
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deadmansparty:
Do what makes you happy kiddo
gadget:
thank you!
you're friends with my sister. I orginally bought her her membership, I always smile whenever i see her on someone's friends list.
you're friends with my sister. I orginally bought her her membership, I always smile whenever i see her on someone's friends list.
I have nothing remotely interesting to write about. My boringness is starting to show through. I am such a dull person it hurts. I need cheesecake and Interview with a vampire
ashleigh0787:
it is very amusing. what's more amusing is my mother really thought i was going to be a boy so she didn't have a name when i was born. so, my aunt found a little column in the paper and the writer's name was ashleigh brilliant. that's where my name came from.
venenumliscens:
I can provide the Interviw with a Vampire, if you want, I could bring the horrible sequal too, but the cheesecake is all you!!!
I misses my Benjamin 
I can't wait for March. I'm going to visit him in San Diego, It will be so nice to see him for more than 3 hours. He's mine for 6 whole days! Muwahaha the things that I am going to do to that boy.
I can't wait for March. I'm going to visit him in San Diego, It will be so nice to see him for more than 3 hours. He's mine for 6 whole days! Muwahaha the things that I am going to do to that boy.
deadmansparty:
Ya need a pyrex bread pan and a spray bottle of water
to make snow bricks for your igloo kiddo. I'm an authority on
making forts outta anything
to make snow bricks for your igloo kiddo. I'm an authority on
making forts outta anything
It's snowing like CRAZY! we're supposed to get 10 to 15 inches by tomorrow. This weather is truly insane. last week it was in the 60's God Damn it! Ah well I'm off to build an igloo!
deadmansparty:
Go Go Urban Eskimo