did you lose your soul in texas? on the drag with guitar boy. secret spies love your eyes girl. love soul suckers like candy tracks followed you all the way to candy land just to realize that nothing makes sense, thats the beauty of it at 5 am talking to a boy with knife wounds on his kneck. can i tell you the truth? we...
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I just got out of Jail. and i hope all of ya'll never have to go. its weird when a gypsy gets her wings ripped. i walked out yesterday like a bad dream weird reality. i could walk out. no one watched me. head spinning. everything has been dictated the past fifteen days. we all brave women in here baby behind bars. outside world nonexistant....
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scumbag:
what the fuck im on my way to new mexico next week so im gonna be in santa fe email me baby
scumbag:
happy b-day bitch
Heroin makes you sick.
rich people will never understand poverty.
UT college kids are brats.
I want a little puppy and an escape plan.
I need to gain some weight so i can go back on stage again so i can rip you off. because i suck at panhandling now. i just want to do it the easy way and rob people.
and remember not...
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rich people will never understand poverty.
UT college kids are brats.
I want a little puppy and an escape plan.
I need to gain some weight so i can go back on stage again so i can rip you off. because i suck at panhandling now. i just want to do it the easy way and rob people.
and remember not...
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voltaire:
hey, are you okay?
love you.....
love you.....
salome_seule:
i just wanted you to know i always read your journals... some girls are just free birds. i hope you feel free.
--My first friend is gone.
RIP toiletooth.---
God bless texas or something.
I almost got arrested last night. They could have given me a 2nd degree felony charge, i would have faced up to 25 years. I batted my eyelashes, used psychology on them and drove away tearing up the road in my little psychotic night dream. officer psycho and officer brutalizer apparently liked the...
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RIP toiletooth.---
God bless texas or something.
I almost got arrested last night. They could have given me a 2nd degree felony charge, i would have faced up to 25 years. I batted my eyelashes, used psychology on them and drove away tearing up the road in my little psychotic night dream. officer psycho and officer brutalizer apparently liked the...
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charlie:
ha ha nice chaotic beauty mama
enjoy your rites
xxcm
enjoy your rites
xxcm
toxygene:
have you ever passed through utah?
never stop your travels. your soul is free.
[Edited on Dec 05, 2003 10:47AM]
never stop your travels. your soul is free.
[Edited on Dec 05, 2003 10:47AM]
Opiate glazed eyes in the florida sun. forced smiles bleed. neverending fatigue. noise comes from every direction. shut up. shut the fuck up please. it makes me wish i was deaf sometimes, just in love with the vibration of the floors, my only music, and water drops hitting my skin, the dirt falls on tiles making little paintings.
Yesterday my arms bled like joan of...
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mei:
i've not been around much.. but have missed you.
you'd make a good joan d'arc.
i'd rather be deaf than blind. i don't think i could function without my sight.
you'd make a good joan d'arc.
i'd rather be deaf than blind. i don't think i could function without my sight.
tegan:
ugh.
such a good writer.
such a good writer.
I've been dodging rubber bullets for a few days now. I watched many people get shot in the face by the riot police, even a few children. Alot of kids i knew got dragged off and beaten then arrested. Alot of kids refused to give their names and got tortured. All i can say is i hope we got our point across to the FTAA....
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crookshark:
shit, yo. this seems our favourite question for each other, but ARE YOU DEAD? what the fuck, where'd u get to? jail? paradise? on some perpetual dance floor? caught in a bear trap? found a comfortable cardboard retirement home for homeless and decided to cash in your pension?
scylla:
What an amazing entry, Lily... I hope you get a job...
In miami.
dead prez played for free last night, real good show. real hot here, the protest is today. police in riot gear everywhere. we'll see if i get arrested.
LOve, Lily
dead prez played for free last night, real good show. real hot here, the protest is today. police in riot gear everywhere. we'll see if i get arrested.
LOve, Lily
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crookshark:
hi lily! listening to joan jett bad reputation. yeah i LOVE this song. fuckin' eh. jumpin' all over my studio. whoo HOOOO. glad you made it to miami. fucking kill those ftaa fucks.
escottie:
sarah19 fell off the face of the earth. she worries me. 
chocolate made me laugh so hard the other night, dancing in her own daydream. girl can dance like fuck. crazy energy force quiet till she explodes. I'd make love to her like a real man, make her scream and shit.
I said goodbye to her and her heart died a little. I can't help this nomadic force.
miami calls. I'm going to go protest that...
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I said goodbye to her and her heart died a little. I can't help this nomadic force.
miami calls. I'm going to go protest that...
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crookshark:
yay lily! you always have some little piece of powermagic writing for me to read.
scumbag:
i miss you so much i need you know im dying
for real im going fucking crazy i need you
i need you im really going fucking psycho
for real im going fucking crazy i need you
i need you im really going fucking psycho
been working at this club in NC.
real big stage with smoke and tons of lights everywhere. its probably the most classy strip club i've ever worked in. real good money and i like almost all of the girls there, i have a crush on this one dancer named chocolate. she's real introverted, quiet, constantly dreaming of a place outside of her little world. she's...
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real big stage with smoke and tons of lights everywhere. its probably the most classy strip club i've ever worked in. real good money and i like almost all of the girls there, i have a crush on this one dancer named chocolate. she's real introverted, quiet, constantly dreaming of a place outside of her little world. she's...
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spamhain:
yo lily i wish you would have went to the danzig show with me it was awesome and guess what. i got to meet him. suprise suprise huh me getting to meet another famous person right. but anyway i sure do love me some lily and i miss you. 
jj_r0x0rz:
mmm chocolate sounds good...
fuck you
fuck north carolina
fuck your mom
she's ugly
i hate everyone
especially my mom
in jail with billybobjoe who smuggles in weed up his ass.
fuck "dancer cards" that cost 500 dollars,
Like i'm going to pay the fucking police station so i can take my clothes off,
fuck police stations
and speeding tickets
fuck elitist trainhoppers whose names are shitbag or assjacker...
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toiletooth:
i love you.
scumbag:
call me im going fucking crazy i mm coming to meet you on friday after my b-day and so i get paid so ill take a bus im really coming if you want me to we can ttravwel together alone this time ok you and me girl
in asheville, NC, real windy.
need to get further down south but this piece of shit van keeps breaking and i have no money in my pockets, just some dirt and lint. i've been stealing gas, i hate gas stations, actually i hate cars in general, but i like fixing them, i've been fixing it myself. wonder bitch.
hitting the starter with a hammer.
my...
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need to get further down south but this piece of shit van keeps breaking and i have no money in my pockets, just some dirt and lint. i've been stealing gas, i hate gas stations, actually i hate cars in general, but i like fixing them, i've been fixing it myself. wonder bitch.
hitting the starter with a hammer.
my...
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sixsixty:
i love you.
love,
sixsixty
love,
sixsixty
comet_____:
Sounds like a fucked situation...you should break away from all the and have a better life...you've got alot of energy and life that needs to find it's own direction.
wings splat on the ground, still here shaking smoking whistling like joan of arc. Been real sick. not flu sick either.
demon sick detroit. just this chapter dead.
I'm leaving tonight. My windshield got fixed but my brakes are real shitty, If i'm meant to die soon, i hope i take down a few people with me. I really don't like the cars on the...
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demon sick detroit. just this chapter dead.
I'm leaving tonight. My windshield got fixed but my brakes are real shitty, If i'm meant to die soon, i hope i take down a few people with me. I really don't like the cars on the...
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scumbag:
hey crook if you want to use her words as lyrics you better pay for that shit
black_tar_heroin:
i always think he (god) is going to get me back, like bam instant sickness I was making a joke about a rainbow and a cross and BAM right now even i now i shouldn't finish it, and i got screwed on my bestfriend, SHE BAM!!!!!!! hates me becuase i am be redirected on my vacaction..... og maybe i have OD on Nick Blinko...... 
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