Saturday Aug 19, 2006

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the fucking cold is coming and my bones are starting to hurt almost as much as my heart that you hurt you know who im talking about you hurt me and i still miss you when are you gonna get over it and call me before i move on and it gets hard to find me why are we even fighting i need an explanation...
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mora:

Exactly. I try my best to never been in the same space as the ones that break hearts.

mercedes:

well hello hello there

Thursday Feb 02, 2006

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i might be moving soon hopefully there is nothing left for me here ive all the angels here and they all finally lost all there wings tme to move on

Tuesday Sep 20, 2005

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let us all pray for everyone suffering in the world
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lily:

I thought you were supposed to be in detox, Crazy head.

su:

smile shit happens. its cool smile

Thursday Jul 28, 2005

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ive been gone yall thought i was dead or something right ya i know yall did whatever nearly was ha whatever
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gumbercules:

Su said on July 28, 2005 @ 4:40PM
"well I'm glad you're not dead, otherwise I'd have to come find you and kick your ass."

is that like one of my favorite phrases: "if you break both of your legs, don't come running to me."?


[Edited on Jul 29, 2005 2:11AM]

rin:

you just gotta use toner. it takes the yellow out.

Friday May 06, 2005

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GOING THROUGH OLD MEMORIES AND THEN COMING BACK TO THE PRESENT MAKES ME SEE HOW CYNICAL IVE BECOME THIS WORLD REALLY IS EVIL
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b57913:

bad

kayna:

true, but don't let it get you too cynical. you'll only add to the stress of the world.

Wednesday Apr 20, 2005

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to stoned to write but left fucking jail job corp 4:20 have fun everyone
su:

biggrin

su:

yea I know it'll work out in the end, I just can't see the end and that's stressing me out.
i think i'd be better if the damn sun would poke its ass out from behind the clouds...

Saturday Apr 09, 2005

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the many things you can learn in so little time off to albany to study freight train conducting and cosmetology wish me luck by the way if anyone wants to come to ny and beat some gang up for me you should cause i got jumbed last night and it fucking sucks man whatever it goes to show how the world works in a lot...
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fdnymedic:

i wish i was there...im sorry that happened... good luck tonught...and everyday after.
kiss

mrstitches:

Heh.
Well, I guess someone could go back on heroin no matter how they quit, but did bupanorphine make it easier?

Wednesday Mar 23, 2005

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ice hit my boots from the sky as i sit on a porch smoking i stare at a tree in the distance and fell into a trance of memories it made me smile and remember this is why i want to stay around
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su:

life's funny like that. it's those little things...

fdnymedic:

huh?

Thursday Jan 13, 2005

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everything is so fucked up
i cant even go through another day
i feel like so much more like suicide every day
fuck everything i cant fucking succeed at anything
im losing more and more of my happiness every fucking day i just want to go to war or something and join the army
but in this fucking country and destroy as much of it...
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b57913:

buck up buckaroo

voltaire:

I hope you are feeling better right now...... smile

Sunday Dec 05, 2004

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insomnia vibrates my body as i try to sleep
i rise to the blurryness still from the many drinks a couple of hours ago
i steer myself through the ny streets on a sunday morning
it was so cold it smelt like death
as i panhadle one person every block
i started to loose myself in the sun
and fell into the arms of fate...
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zaksmith:

i deleted your comment not because it was bad just cause i guess it's bad luck to leave SG identity clues lying around. I know her 'cause she lives nearby, worked where i bought stuff, knew my ex- and was one of the only NY suicidegirls when i started doing my SG painting project.

Thank you for the nice words i appreciate it especially coming from someone who knows the person.

zaksmith:

hey, no problem!

thanks again