kozmikgirl

I must be boring as fuck. Go look at my pics on my journal and post something...anything. Noone says shit to me anymore lol...I SUCK AT LIFE! Have a good 4th hon love ya

Weird - I have another friend having the same problem.

I think one day our medical system will jsut plain grind to a halt.

you too, love

tried to add a comment to your myspace but it wouldnt let me so ill do it here...teehee you make me giggle...thanks for the love

Yeah, I've seen Pi also. It was quite a while ago though. Very cool concept. All those Kate's from England are hot. Winslet, Bekinsale, and Blanchet.

Life is too short for mixed messages.

...and who could forget

#8 My Body Guard
#9 Thrashin.....................aw hells yeah!
#10 Rad.........................F*@#in Crew Jones dude!

never ever ask me about movies

the prisoner is good.

tv:
dead like me
robot chicken
rescue me
ghost in the shell stand alone complex
family guy


movies:
pi
brazil
ghost in the shell
my neighbor totoro

Yes in photoshop using psp tubes ... or one tube, the guy. I just added the shape and set the words in.

tattoo guy has no friends because he is socially dysfunctional.

that's all.

I hate when that happens though - when someone just disappears and you're left with all these voices in your head that pop up out of nowhere to tell you that you've caused them to run away. I don't see how you could have done anything wrong. Obviously it's Tatoo Guy's problem and not yours. He's pretty immature if he can't even send you a note to tell you that he can't hang out or that he'll get your stuff back. I mean....REALLY immature, actually. You're probably better off without him.

+ sg chat takes a while to load up sometimes but shouldn't be 10 mniutes unless you are on dailup !
+ It wasn't the movies. When a guy with no friends isn't friends with you it's because he's got problems with making friends with anyone.
+ If he is only ignoring you for a short time I wouldn't worry .

They have good taste as far as I'm concerned. Other than Mandy Patinkin, the acting isn't Maryl Streeep-esque but it's a funny and cool concept. Lot's of dry humor which is my favorite! and some very sad retrospective moments. Obviously you will because it's just logical in terms of understanding the series, but if you do buy some dvd's of it, get the first season which in my opinion is the best. I will say no more. Enjoy.

Damn that care bears comment! It keeps popping into my brain at incredibly odd times.

men are stupid.

hehehe Hola myspace friend...

wow. I just read your comment on dmac's post and I was going to comment on how MRI's have radiation whereas ultrasounds don't, but it seems like you have more on your mind than that.

you should look through some of my posts. especially the 14th.

because I can say I understand, but that only sounds patronizing. it's much more satisfying to find someone else who actually is in the process of going through similar shit and to distract oneself than it is just to hear that a person understands, because no one understands, really, ever.

that sounds like an unspeakably horrible experience.

I am really good about taking my antidepressants ever since I lost my job and partner because I stopped taking them!

I'm in the same boat as you right now. I've been on some meds for about two and a half weeks that have taken a little bit of the edge off my permanent headache. Not much, but it's a little progress. The first I've seen in six months, anyway. The trade-off is that I am totally tongue tied and have horrible word retrieval. I can't think of the right words in the right moment. My my neurologist warned me about this but I guess I thought I was exempt from side effects like this. HA! Even stuff I've said a hundred million times like "Hey, pass the ketchup" comes out like "hey, catch, the..... passme.....FUCK!" I guess it might be worth it if the headaches were completely gone, but they're not. Just like you, I have to pick. Do I stay on the meds and hope I continue to decrease the head pain little by little or do I give up and try something else. I've decided to give up and try something else. LIke a spinal tap next Thursday.....oh joy.

Yeah, this site is indeed a little less efficient now. Fucking piece of shit....amen to that.

What is up with feelings of guilt? After reading I stopped and .... been taking one thing or another for 5+ yrs. now. I think they loose effectiveness after awhile and then time for another change. Really though what did people do before those pills ... lobotomy. Not much of a choice, live out our existence with or without. I have a need to experience something new, an activity, event something to get the nuerons to firing off. Not always easy to fake shit are fake feeling swell ... takes a lot of energy. Change your mind and go to the gig. I think what I feel and feel what I think.