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My crooked back is angry.

It is always an all day event & an everyday hassle.

I can stretch it out. I can do my physical therapy until the sun goes down.

But I'm still left here alone, just me & my pain.

But I try to always remember this...

Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.
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1stxer:
Chocolates, 2 cakes: in the game of baseball you were 3 for 3, cannot get any better than that. biggrin
cybele:
Thanks for the good vibes, my dear. Surgery went well, despite my terror! smile

Now I'm dealing with the recovery part. Gonna take some time, I suspect.

How'd the X-ray thing go?
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Now I see why no one has changed their profile pix. The uploading, changing & editing of pix just does not work right. Frustrating me... grrr grrr grrr mad
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Well well well, my first day back & makin' enemies. Yeah, I just deleted someone on accident & I forget his alias. Add me back if you notice... you... Mr. WhatsYourFace. LoL. My bad.
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metaverse:
Nice!!! That is so awesome!!
1stxer:
Been awhile there Ms_Kitty
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jeremyscareme:
I am so fucked up right now. Even so, I will be so sad if you leave. Hang in there - you know you are adonred on this site.
dmac:
Don't be a stranger, m'dear. You know where to find me. Hope you're doing okay. kiss
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Hope Halloween was good for everyone!

It wasn't very good for me. I mean, I did get to hang with my friends, that part was good, but I was (& still am) depressed with the lovely irritation & lothing & misery & insomnia (even on sleeping meds) & all the typical depression BS... & I am probably having a sort of nervous breakdown too, even...
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dmac:
Every year is yet another opportunity to try again. Sounds like a load of bullshit, but really when you get right down to it, that's all time is. Just another hour, day, month, year when you get to have a "do over".

Here's to a better Christmas for both of us. I spent last year's holiday in the ICU so hell, anything's gotta be better than that!
fast_aire:


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cybele:
Eek!!!



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doozer:
Happy Halloween to you too, along with a huge HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!!!
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Kinda freaky the last few nights. My cat keeps attacking & watching something that isn't there. I get the hairs standing up on the back of my neck when I see him doing this. confused
dmac:
I call that the midnite crazies at my house.
(either that or my kitties are chasing imaginary gophers!)
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Ok, so once I wrote that out last night & vented it all out I was actually ok. I just wrote it out, turned off the computer & fell straight to sleep like nothing. I guess I can't be that upset if I slept so much like a baby, which is rare for me. biggrin

So, I recorded CSI NY yesterday because if featured 6 or...
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ehma:
I'm gonna go have a parking lot dance party at our local Taco Bell. You're invited if you'd like. =]
doozer:
Hi again! smile

Missy was cool in the episode but I found it very, very strange to see that type of scene without Snow in it since it was her set which is on the tour video. All in all I thought they all did a great job, but I still thought the show was kinda cheesy.

As for the myspace entry in your previous journal entry...i'll just leave it at this: I disagree with him.
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My neighbors are harrassing me & biting my head off & so I typed a letter last night respectfully explaining in a calm way what is going on with me & explaining the confusion we had. This letter came straight from my heart & was important to me. I asked for our back & forth conversation to wait until after my birthday in the email....
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redheadedleague:
Happy birthday here, too!
nirbhao:
I guess I just figured you had explained what was going on with your neighbors. no big deal.

when I met John, he was a reasonable and responsible drinker. he drank to excess sometimes, sure, but he would never *drive* after drinking. I guess that's why we get to know people while dating, huh?
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Today I came across, quite by accident, a URL that had a very long list of people's myspace login names & passwords. I fucked with three people. It was fun... but got boring quick.

What would you do if you had this list? If you are creative, I might give you this URL too... or not. biggrin
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jayenn:
Happy Birthday! smile smile
dkl:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLUE EYES...I would'nt have missed it for anything! love kiss kiss
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jeremyscareme:
...and ALL us Jeremy's love you. Tuff is adorable.
nirbhao:
I adore you
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I haven't been on SG much, this damn site runs so slow. I just don't have the patience. Someone suggested that maybe it is because I haven't defragged my pc in about 4 years. biggrin I don't know. I just forgot to do it. *shrug*

I had a lovely ultrasound today. It worked out finally because the bastards didn't make me drink all the water then...
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metaverse:
You don't have the defrag tool in your system tools menu under the Start menu ?

Click on the Start button..go to Accessories, then go into System Tools and then hit Disk Defragmentor.
baysponge:
I hope you get the rain you want - if it'll cheer you up ...

I am glad that you have a good friend back in your life

Lord knows I can always use more friends

hugs m'lady