I saw his best friend this morning. Okay well I saw a profile picture of the girl he calls his best friend. The girl who he confides in and has had sex with and might again... Read More
I'm not sad enough to cry and too down to be happy. it's like emotional limbo, where I don't feel anything enough to be any one thing. I don't like this. I need something. I need answer to this question.
Should I start painting? Should I start making things? Riding my bike? Going to the gym? Explore... Read More
Tell me about a point in your life where you stopped and took a look at yourself. Took a look at what you were doing and thought "I'm going to change." Tell me about something you decided to do differently that has changed your life since then. Tell me about it as if you were going to make... Read More
I told her about the date a week in advance and sent her a message the day of to remind her. I called her and left a message a couple hours before the date too, I didnt get any kind of response from her so I assumed she wasnt coming. That kind of stood up.
I had met with her for one other time 2 weeks before and we had a nice time I thought. I dont know, if the opportunity presents itself I will probably try to see her again. (Heres to hoping that isnt a bad idea)
Tell me about a point in your life where you stopped and took a look at yourself. Took a look at what you were doing and thought "I'm going to change." Tell me about something you decided to do differently that has changed your life since then. Tell me about it as if you were going to make a movie about... Read More
My life in 2003 could make a movie....a good, entertaining, compelling one, even. But I don't have time to tell that story right now, and I think you know most of it already.
I don't want to be tired.
I don't want to be sick.
I don't want my throat to hurt.
I don't want to be cold.
I don't want to be at work.
I don't want to be in any more relationships that don't work.
I don't want to stress out about whether I'm wasting my time or not.
I don't want him to leave me.... Read More
don't know whats going on again. Haven't seen him for a week now, barely talked to him. I'm not sure if this is something more than just him being busy. I don't want to play the victim anymore, I did that for a long time and just like jail, "I won't go back." I guess I don't really have a choice when I can't control... Read More
Hmm..... sounds like something is missing.
How about just asking the same questions you ask here to him? Have you already?
Or maybe he doesn't react well to it, or it's confusing or conflicting?
Or is there a real history of this guy not being honest or upfront?
Yeah, that relationship stuff... complicated.
I think ideally it just naturally works out without too much effort or confusion. That's *ideally* though of course.
OK, you have to write another comic... this time express all this dark angst. It'll be more therapeutic for you, and truer to life.
Well, I hope it works out for the best however that may be! take er easy
Snaps, I have been resisting Feist, but she's too cute! Also, I am a giant nerd and watched the beginning like 4 times to figure out if that's Janet from Sleater Kinney walking by her.
I think it is.
That is a good idea about the "house for rent" flyers. I think I'll shove some in her mailbox.
aww. that's actually one of the nicest things I've heard all week, thank you.
I'm so getting ComicLife. it looks like so much fun.
and yeah, I definitely liked Shaun of the Dead better, but Hot Fuzz was pretty classic, as well. I think I really just like their sense of humor/writing style.
I think you'll be alright. If you and your boy have an adult level of respect for each other and a reciprocal love, why worry. If you long for each other apart, the times together will be stars against the dark. If you are not beholden to each other and your feelings don't change, you may have a stronger bond than a lot of married people.
As far as your job, I'm sure they hired you because you're capable. Rock that shit.
Surgeon General Warning: Stretching in the shower is not a good idea.
Recent events have lead to the discovery that stretching calves and hamstrings while showering is not conducive to good health. We believe this is due to the fact that because of the high water content of shower areas, which are comprised of hard, slick surfaces, there is an increased chance of "slippage." Said... Read More
Sometimes I really wish SF and LA were closer together, geographically speaking.
I want to visit south, believe me. But goddammit, how'm I supposed to save any money by traveling to see my family in LA and his family in fucking Kansas every year? We're never gonna afford getting hitched at this rate.
Darn you LA peoples I want to visit. Darn youuuuuu
take er easy 
