Tell me a story.
Tell me about a point in your life where you stopped and took a look at yourself. Took a look at what you were doing and thought "I'm going to change." Tell me about something you decided to do differently that has changed your life since then. Tell me about it as if you were going to make a movie about it. Make it romantic. Make it thought provoking.
Tell me your story.
I rather enjoyed the responses that I got from these and I think all but one made me cry, but then I don't think that "one" wasn't really meant to envoke tears so I think it's okay.
In other news, I'm an idiot.
Day One:
Day Two:
and that's not the total extent of my injuries. I have bruises on my other leg, some around my ankles, my palms are a bit bruised and swollen, I've twisted my wrist or something like that.
I fell off my bike. It was quite excellent.
I've taken to drinking more tea. This is because I've always wanted to be one of those people who walk around with paper cups and paper cupholders from Starbucks or Coffee Bean but I don't drink coffee. I also don't want to start drinking coffee because I don't want to become dependent on coffee, I'm sure I'm drinking caffine in my tea too but it seems less...restrictive?
I recently tried Earl Grey and I always thought it would be this bitter yuck stuff that was only for the British or hardcore tea drinkers but it's actually quite pleasant.
Quite, quite, quite. I've been using that word a lot.
I feel lost. It's not quite the desperation lost that I am used to. It's not the lost feels like I might fall into an empty grave and never make it back out. This time it's different, and yet I can't think of any other word for it besides "lost."
In some ways it feels like everyone around me is on a moving sidewalk and I'm just...on a regular sidewalk. I mean things are happening for me but lately it's hard to find happiness in anything. I don't know what is wrong. I don't know how to make it better. I don't want to float through life like this. Granted this has only been happening for the past two weeks or so but still, I don't like it. I want my days to mean something.
edit: I've decided that I want to do some kind of work for Giant Robot. But I'm sure there are a bunch of people killing to work with them. Maybe I feel like since I'm asian I would have an automatic in or something. That's just silly. Anyway, if anybody knows someone over there...let me know!
