i guess it's been months again since i've updated on here.
honestly- things have been rough for me for awhile now.
i thought moving back home to florida would help- that all i needed was some time to rest and having family nearby.
'time to rest' quickly turned into my body completely shutting down- and now i haven't worked in over a
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moxy:
@kitten__ I am CDC positive on occasion too....  But I still believe that it's not Lyme, but EBV.  I lived in Michigan, Cali, Arizona, spent months in Maine, New York, etc.  It's very possible I've had Lyme.....  But there's a school of belief that testing is showing different infections in people.... Who knows... But I am still open to the idea that EBV can show positive on a Lyme test, especially due to the fact that I seem to have extremely high EBV numbers every time my Lyme test goes positive.  That, or they feed each other.  I miss Florida :( miss my friends, Dr's....  If you need another Dr, or opinion, or just a regular family Dr, Hudson is amazing so just keep him in mind. He's right in winter park by the closed down whole foods.  If you need a chiropractor too, I got a guy 😊
eyes52:
I'm sorry to hear that your suffering with the migraines and the toll they've taken on you. I'm glad that someone finally got the diagnosis right and I hope they can help. If your kitty's are a comfort to you then keep cuddling with them them. I know you're not ignoring me but I was sending some love. I hope you came through the hurricane alright and your family is also okay. Take care of yourself and I'll be here when you come back. 😍🌹 🌹

i guess it’s been awhile, hasn’t it? i’m still not sure how i’m feeling, but i do know that avoiding social media isn’t the solution for me. turns out, actively avoiding something actually makes you think about it even more.. and then the thought of returning and catching up gets a bit overwhelming... who knew?

i’ve been resting a
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floydian:
I hope you’re doing well. ❤️
lord_renob:
Glad to hear you're on the mend. As you pointed out there are tons of people out there and on here who are there to help. @);-

hello sweeties ❤️

i try not to be negative on here. i want this site to remain positive and uplifting for the many alternative ladies and all of the incredible people who are here supporting the models and members. but to be honest my mental health is.. well it’s just not doing well right now. i tried to shoot today and it basically spiraled into
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liath:
Do what you need to do to take care of yourself.  Hope you can make sense of things soon.  <3
mephrael:
Just remember that it's okay to put yourself, your needs and your health first. I sincerely hope that there are people there for you who understand how you feel, because navigating the abyss is sometimes easier when there are beacons to help you find your way. Wishing you sunlight and the comfort of knowing that all of us hope that the clouds will soon pass for you.

hey loves!
as some of you know i've been dying to get back into photography, but since it's been so long i've started re-editing some old favorites from this shoot with @lo_ ! kindof in love with how they're turning out even though i haven't done portrait/boudoir in so longg. seems all that product photography work i did finally paid...
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chriskp:
Great pics, these ladies enjoyed the shoot, that´s obvious @kitten__  
moxy:
@catdad I am leaving florida tomorrow for good, sorry!

played around with shadows before my new lights came in the mail. what do we think loves? ☀️🖤


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kitten__:
@deathwraith5150 you're such a sweetheart! <3
deathwraith5150:
@kitten__ , Just being honest lady, just being honest.
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hello loves!

it’s that awkward week between christmas and new years and idk about you guys but i feel like i could sleep the entire week away. i made just under 200 macarons split into 4 flavors for my family on top of designing and sandblasting mugs and teapots and such for gifts and it just took so much energy out of me! i
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eyes52:
I'm definitely hoping they both fight their way through the cancer. These guys are like family to me. We worked together for more than ten years and that makes three of the four of us that have been diagnosed with it. I'm hoping like hell I'm not the forth. It would be great if you could send some warm weather my way lol😍🌹 🌹 🌹
kitten__:
@eyes52 it might sound a bit ridiculous, but genuinely if you're worried at all keep up with your greens! i used to work with vitamins and supplements and such and we had a few customers refuse traditional treatment for cancer but they managed to fight it off with greens powders and immune boosters. the greens just help balance out ph levels and supposedly cancer can only grow in an acidic environment.. i'm actually planning on going back to my shakes with greens in them, the nutrients or ph balance or whatever used to help with migraines for me too 🖤🖤
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when your momma asks you to make swirly mint macarons for little work gifts, you figure out how to make it happen for her! i know i don't post tons of personal photos and stuff but i'm super proud of how these turned out. they taste so damn good 😻🖤

i'm so stoked to start christmas baking you guyss! i have such a
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kitten__:
@freakme d'aww you sweetie 🙊🖤
sg_lefty:
They look yummy 😋 
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hey loves! as some of you know, my birthday was a couple days ago! i’m officially 28 and it’s kindof freaking me out. the number keeps getting higher each year but i never really feel any older..

after a few messages asking, i did end up making a wishlist for anyone feeling extra generous. i put it in my instagram bio but that...
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kitten__:
@urbanpirate agreed! just a number, doesn’t mean a thing haha
game_slave:
@kitten__  Oh it was one of the most haunting feelings, right along with when I almost drowned. Sometimes I'll have sort of a flashback of one of those times, not a good feeling. Weirdly enough in my case the last real attack I had was when that happened. And believe it or not I've never really taken anything for it. Honestly it was a very long time before I drove again, I was far too paranoid.