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niobe:
Thanks. smile
supernovice:
Hmmm... I THOUGHT I heard someone breathing wrong over here. It WAS you!


Hehehe. Thanks for not thinking I'm old. And, like many important historians have said about people passing judgement: "Joke'm if they can't take a fuck."

Now, here's a kick-ass pirate to brighten your day: ARRR!!!
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The depression is letting up a bit. I'm still missing C like crazy, but the communication is so different this time. I get a short email about once a week and a phone call about every 2 weeks. I love both, but it's really hard to get used to.

Jack and I have been having a great time though. His eighth birthday was...
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callistus:
Your images are so intoxicating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love love love love love love love love love love love love

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marginwalker2002:
Yeah, I'm listening to Atomic and my Sponsor. I have to. I'll lose everything I've gained if I don't. At least I think I will. And just not knowing is reason enough to try and stay away for now.

And I'm glad I can influence someone in a positive manner. Just don't hold me to too high a standard. I'm going to fall again. Its inevitable. The ups and downs will continue for a time. But until I crash again, I'll enjoy the ride. Even the little dips because they are not the bottom I was found.
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Some days I wonder how I'm going to make it through this year. I'm so tired of this and there are still months and months to go. I can't tell Chuck how I feel. He has enough to worry about without knowing how fucking hard this is for me. This has been a really bad night. I feel like I'm going...
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marginwalker2002:
Aww, well shucks. I am pretty cool though, huh? wink

And no pining and whining! Everyone will be happy now!
marginwalker2002:
Ok then. That's good smile

But no pouting when I'm not looking wink
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Happy Saturday!
I had so many things I was going to do today and I've pretty much done nothing all day. My son and I watched a movie earlier and will watch another soon. It's been raining all day which just makes me want to sleep.
Chuck and I are good again. We were both stressed out the day he snapped at me...
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marginwalker2002:
Nobody steps on a church in my town!


I love Ghostbusters...
niobe:
Aww, hello. smile
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Is it wrong to be pissed of at your husband when he's in a war zone?
He was such an asshole to me tonight and I've cried and been angry and now I feel guilty because I'm angry, but DAMMIT, I will not be spoken to like some misbehaving child for being concerned about his safety!

He emailed me tonight & said he...
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panthro:
that is definately a tough conversation. but from experience, if he is in a mood over there, or someone has him all pissed off it's not like he can start arguing with people in his unit. unfortunately, the only person he can take it out on is you. which is still wrong, but sometimes unavoidable. hopefully in the next few days he will be in a better mood and apologize.
kerr41:
Thanks for the comments guys. I'm still a little pissed about the whole thing. I'm trying to be understanding and ignore it. But I do think I'll just leave him alone for a bit. When he wants to talk, he will email me or call. I can't let myself stew about it. I think he knows he's safe, so he gets irritated when I worry, but I just wish he would think about what it's like not knowing from day to day where he is, or what's happening.
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One month down - 12 to go. Deployments still suck, but I'm feeling a little better.

I think I'm going to be too busy to think about it much. My photo class is gearing up to get hectic. Tuesday night I'm going to teach them (well, try to anyway) to load a developing tank. We're doing it with junk film in a...
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radiorich:
love the new pics you are posting...thanks for thinking about me and my wife...we are thinking of you and your husband too. smile Two of my good friends just got back safely...I know your husband will too kiss
marginwalker2002:
Thank you for your well wishes. I'm in rough shape, but I think I've been partially numbed to all the pain and loss due to everything I've been going through the last several months. It hurts, but I have a slew of friends and family rallying around me. I'll get through it okay.
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Fuck! This deployment is killing me!
I had forgotten how hard the first few weeks are. I'm going in a hundred different directions and I can't keep my mind on ANYTHING!

I have to vent ---THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!!!
callistus:
This new fucking deployment is killing me too my friend. I know it must be very hard right now for you and your family. I don't have any family members serving right now, and I guess I'm one of the fortunate ones.

Just know that everyone is praying for the safety of our men and women serving overseas. Hopefully this violence and war will end quickly and everyone comes home.

david
kingskottie:
yes... no doubt.... deployment? as in troop deployment? hang tuff.....
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I get to pick Chuck up at the KC Airport today! He's coming home for about a week before he heads to Iraq, or wherever the hell he's going this time. I'm on vacation, so I can hang out with him.

I woke up at 5. I think it's a combination of being excited about seeing my husband after a month...
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callistus:
Hope your Holidays are going as well as can be expect. Yeah, we watched a ton of movies too, mainly the old classics.

Incidently, I practically lived at KCI airport flying from and to St. Louis, from 1978-1998. It got to the point where most places knew me by name - car rental, gates, hotels, restuarants, etc.

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I got the job at the radio station! I'm so excited about it. I start on Monday the 22nd. I've wanted to work on campus for quite a while and at the radio station is even better.
My friend Matt told me that it is addictive. He said within three months I'll want to be on the air. We'll see about...
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callistus:
So, how's radio life? kiss
callistus:
The shoots are going very well. Just been so busy with the editing stuff. Almost done with this weekend's shoot images, but I'm also converting all of them to B/W, so that she gets a color and a B/W image. Took about 500 pics this weekend of her - my favorite model.
Had another shoot today with a friend of hers, but only took about 350. So I've got my hands full with so many pics and editing. What ever happened to taking 2-3 rolls of film? Remember those days, before digital? And right now I'm not charging either one of them, cause it's been too much fun, and it keep me out of trouble, so far!!!
Hope you're doing good. You've been on my mind lately and hope your new job is working out.
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I had two job interviews this week. The first was at a law firm. I was so nervous. They had a ton of applicants to speak with.

The one today was at the puplic radio station at the university here. I was not nervous at all and am really excited about it. The interview went well and I know I would love working there, so...
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callistus:
Happy Mother's Day tomorrow!! kiss
captainjonny:
Thanks for the complement on my glasses! smile
Hope you get the radio station job. You have a good feeling about the interview - pretty promising!
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I'm beginning to freak out! I can't find a job. I can't even get interviews. OVERQUALIFIED!!! How stupid is that? I no longer want a job for which I'm qualified because I don't want to have a heart attack by the time I'm 50!
OK - the freakout is over - I'm good now.

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callistus:
Well, I don't expect to go out looking for a job antime soon. I don't miss work for one minute - being retired has been heaven for my wife and me.
Just finsihed a photo shoot last night with a 43 year old mom and have one of her pics in my latest journal. She's such a cool lady and so talented with her poses. She's still nursing her 3 year old so her breasts look a little "tired", but other than that, she's a knockout!

Good luck with job hunting and your photo business. Should be lots of fun!! smile kiss
callistus:
Nics pics in your folder! You certainly are BEAUTIFUL!!!! love
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Wow! I haven't updated since October!
A lot has happened. Chuck came home in December. It was exciting & scary all at the same time. Adjusting was so hard for everyone. Things are good now though.
It was just crazy for a while. I was working 60 or 70 hours a week at the paper, so I was never home. When I was home, I...
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kerr41:
Ha ha - 40 & 23 was just the right combination! I think we both learned a lot.

Well - I can't say I hate all chick flicks - I've seen Moonstruck & Love Actually a bunch of times. (I have to admit, I own them both)
minxtamer:
Your wish is my command.

Glad to hear that your husband is home. Tell him Thank You from me and arcticminx.
I hope that the new job worked out it sounds great.
Talk to you soon, take care.