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they put my baby asleep.
My pickley poo.
I miss him now.
Stupid fucker ran him over and broke his pelvis, legs, and hip.
I just want to curl up and die without him.
I love him.
I hate being alone.
*sigh*

Death seems appealing.
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climac:
I totally love Nightmare Before Xmas...i've seen it so many times.... I should watch that on Halloween... I wanted to go see it in the theatre in 3-D, but i heard the 3-D isn't very good. biggrin kiss

Oh my, i just read about your baby... i'm so sorry, dear *Big Hug for you*
pajamamama:
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I just saw your pic somewhere and wanted to say hello! Pon and Zi are my FAVORITE!!!!!!!!!!!! I wish they would do more stuff with them....and I love a nightmare before xmas also, watched it the night before last....I want a Jack and Sally tattoo!!! Anyway I hope you have a great day!!!!!!!!!!!!! biggrin
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Ok im in a ranting mood and i have no need of grammar because i am thus going to rant and rants dont contain grammar....
OK... What i dont get is why cops are holier than thou i mean come on their human just like we are what makes them so important that they get to decide how to enforce rules. I mean come on...
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textawaslurch:
hey thats fucked up. how can the government say that shit about you. i smoke i know it will kill me and i dont care. so like you say that makes me suicidal, in the long and painful way too.

right now cops arent my favorite thing in the world either. i received a fine for the bike accident i had where no one else was involverd and the road was dodgy causing my off. the reason i copped the fine is because i had to be taken off in an ambulance. as if losing 9-12 weeks pay isnt punishment enough already. fuck em, cook em up and eat em with eggs and toast for breakfast i say oink oink oink
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Lol due to the many questions on what baker acted meant....
It means that you basically get put into a facility for a little bit till your not considered a threat to yourself anymore.
I say i was locked up in the loony bin cuz well i was lol.
There was crazy people and i mean like messed up bad crazy people.
but yeah...
Lately...
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textawaslurch:
nah i stole them. the song is her portrait in black by atreyu. i havent written since my classic depression. barely drawn either. amazing really, i havent had the time to draw and im just not down enough to put words together, either good or bad. oh well
philipdavid:
Sorry to hear you're having a rough go of things my dear. Hope they get better quickly. smile
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Im in a much better mood and i am back till my DSL goes away. YAY.
Ive had an eventful week and it wasnt too bad.
I got baker acted and man it was fun.
They gave me cupcakes.
With cream cheese icing.
It was yummy.
I get therapy now.
Bout time.
I eveeeen met some nice people.
Crazy people are nice.
Trey this one...
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philipdavid:
You got Baker Acted??? I know that that means - and I guess if it helped then good? Huh ... didn't see that coming. smile
textawaslurch:
baker acted??? without understanding the meaning of that the entry wass still kool.

ps. i can totally understand needing some attention. i got that need too.
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.... I've had a terrible week or two.
I got dragged away from the only person who i feel like cares.
Then whilst at the dreaded hell hole called my "manufactured" home i happen to stay over at a friends house and low and behold her father in law felt me up while i was sleeping and prompted to try and take me out after...
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avidity:
katiedid...sweetie i am hear if you ever need to talk okay?? anytime kiss
philipdavid:
I know you don't know me from Adam Katidid, but I'm a good listener and have non bias advice should you ever want to talk to me about - anything. All my IM info is on my profile if you'd like something a little more direct. frown
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I am alive i promise. Just no internet where im at currently.
i love you all and ill be back shortly......not that anyone noticed my dissapeerance. frown

*sigh*
dreadfully yours,
katidead frown
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osaka:
*hug*
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philipdavid:
I noticed! smile
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*hums* i like this song.
I think ill put it on a youtube.
Hold on a tic...


Jah i am like awesome.
But yes i love anime. Its just for me.
I want to snuggle with my baby...
thats next weekend i guess.
Someone talk to me about something im like infitinely bored.
Lol I love elfen Lied.
Oh and btw thank you to all...
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philipdavid:
You know, I tried FLCL. My brother Spaceboy made me watch it and I'm not sure I ever stopped scratching my head. Even now... I just didn't get it.
osaka:
ah!
i love elfen leid ♥
and that song is great biggrin
anime is just good
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You know what im sick of.
Im sick of fat....ahem "plus sized' women complaining about how skinny people are like evil.
I am a big girl no shit.
But see im all for someone whose a size one prancing about like its nobodies buisness.
Its like my fault im the way i am.
Ive suffered through two eating disorders and i gained a fuckload of...
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slackerinchief:
Shit your new!
Welcome young blood! *encases hardy handshake and pat on the back*
First let me say, I loved the journal entry you wrote (Despite the fact that it was horribly infested with spellling and grammar mistakes up the wazzoo, we'll assume you were typing fast) You have a very unique and differing opinion on the whole Curvy vs boob on a stick arguement. I congratulate you. Bravo! I would also like to tell you how much I appreciate you owning up to your condition. I hate people who are "Its a disease I suffer with." and "They should make plane seats bigger, they're discriminating against us!" WTF!!!?(While I personally believe they should make plane seats bigger but for a different reason entirely...) But the other thing I wanted to tell you was while I think its great your trying to lose the weight, but just know its ok to not be stick. Personally I think hips are way more attractive than flatness. Dave Chappelle was right, pancake butt isn't sexy. An neither is paris hilton....*drops the mike*
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philipdavid:
Giving me an open invitation for rants is a dangerous thing. wink As you can see in my blogs (Read the most recent and a few days back about my devil car) I likes me a good tirade as well. Together we might melt the site. And I don't think people would like that. :-D
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I have to go home today....
Im miserable.
And my rides not here yet.
I think shes not coming.
If shes not im screwed.
I dont want to be screwed.
Have any of you's heard the song lilium...?
Its tone is just describing my life right now.
Its sung in latin but i know the words.
The words have nothing to do with my life....
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I am making zwinkys out the ass.
Because i love playing dress up.
I want to be a suicidegirl.
Then i can do a set where i play dress up.
Thatll be awesome
I bet someones already done it.
but oh well i can dream.
Comment me and i miiiight post what i made.
They are adorable.
I want someone to be my friend on...
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osaka:
i hear you on the parents thing.
yesterday i came to the conclusion that mine are psychos and im just gonna ignore them
surreal
stevehatesyou:
it'll probably be crazy as hell. can't wait.
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gayballs:
aw
kellyjoy:
I love YOU! wink

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