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The site said that Oct 31st would be my last day.

I guess it wasn't.

That's okay, it gives me the opportunity to give this place a proper goodbye, I guess.

For a long time I loved this site and many of the people in it. I still love the people. Not so much the site.
I've met some really special people...
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kristynamuch:
Damn...frown
sweetbutch:


gayballs

the top name in balls

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I won't be renewing my account because I don't really have my own computer/ net access anymore.
I love all of you, especially the hot people.

www.myspace.com/gayballs
gayballs.yelp.com
esoessatanico.blogspot.com

I have a facebook but have no idea what the URL is. I'll probably come back sometime but right now I just don't use the...
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cassy:
you're awesome gabe. have fun and take care of that girl of yours...she's a keeper biggrin
ferretbite:
Oh wow man you shall be missed around this place, but it totally makes sense you don't want to pay for a service you don't really use. I know I would do the same.
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avidity:
blush
ladylovelybrit:
Hey, congrats on you and Beth, shes quite a lady. smile
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avidity:
dude...take some pictures of the new pad. blush
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Beth was in a car accident. She's hurt. Everyone go give her your love. elizagirl.
I want to be up there so badly but I'd probably lose my job. Fuck.
My beautiful girl is in pain and I can do nothing, I feel like.
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misschief:
Yup, I'm up in the fucking woods here. I'm hoping it's not permanent but it's looking like I'm going to freeze my butt off come winter time. I hope things are going better with you.
avidity:
hope your having a fantastical weekend with your lady wink
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avidity:
okay this is ridiculous...BLOG already. my lord.
cinnamongurl:
Yeah almost a month...
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elizagirl:
sexy: girlfriend
sexier: girlfriend texting you all afternoon
sexiest: girlfriend texting you all afternoon

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
....about her stool samples.



FAIL
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(aw, thank you Phunky! blush )

josearcadio:
Te extrano, Creo que te envio el libro esta semana!!! smile que tengas una gran semana!
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elizagirl:
"Unfortunately, few people know that another antidepressant, Wellbutrin (chemical name: bupropion), is as effective as the SSRIs -- but much less likely to cause sexual side effects. And most don't know that several studies have shown that Wellbutrin has sex-enhancing effects....the SSRIs send your sex life down the toilet, but sex problems with Wellbutrin are rare. It's more likely to improve your sex life than hurt it."

Woohoo

bondgurl:
This Welbutrin you speak of, I need some I think. blackeyed
Glad it's helping.
Oh and good job with the no cigs thing, that's a really big deal. Woo!
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Huh. Ugh.
Hi.
I'm at a show. I don't know anyone here so I'm WRITING A BLOG FROM MY PHONE.
Because I'm a huge winner.

Actually, that's not true. I know the drummer of one of the bands. Torche is that band, and it makes sense that I'd know at least one of them. They're from Miami, after...
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inkedmamajama:
and, nice boobs!
alostcrayon:
I finally went to that cuban place in fremont...had the tofu sandwich. best damn sandwich EVER. my goodness.
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inkedmamajama:
i LOVED box office poison! i didnt know about that other one, but im going to check it out.

supaawesome:
I must be the only person on earth who doesn't enjoy "the office"

Re: your comment about Cyndi Lauper, B-52's and Joan Jett.

Actually, you'd be surprised. The audience was an even mix of gay/strait. I know this because Carson Kressley from Queer Eye and How to Look good Naked was the host and he said "Clap if your gay" and then "Clap if you're strait" and the claps were about the same.

We did sit (in our lawn chairs) directly behind some gay guys who were dancing up a storm badly!

lmao. It was kinda funny till they started blocking my view. Then we moved to another spot.
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elisabeth:
How interesting. And yes, I wholeheartedly agree about the interest groups. I feel that we're pretty much, fucked. And not in a good way. Bleh.

Thanks for the compliment, I am really going for 'bedroom hair'. It's surprisingly high-maintenance.
elizagirl:
ok so I didn't go to bed right away. But I'm going now. I'll be lookin like his (but less furry) in ten minutes.
I hope you look like it already, or soon.

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"By the next time you see me I won't be addicted to effexor anymore," I said.
"By the next time I see you you'll be feeling better," she said.

Today I took my very first welbutrin. I hope it means a new era of feeling better with a lot less self-hatred an depression mixed in. I hope this stupid cloud that has been...
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elizagirl:
you'll be okay. It may be a rough week, like you say, but it might not. Just be strong, and breathe, and take it one minute at a time. The wellbutrin might *help* coming off the effexor, babe. I took wellbutrin twice in my life (only anti-d's I've ever been on), at two different and really terrible times (sister's suicide, marriage breakdown), for about a year the first time and about 6 months the second, and after 2 weeks of adjustment growing pains, it really, really helped me. I think you're making really good, positive steps here and doing what you can to slowly pull yourself up out of this quicksand. And if you look up, that's my hand you see, reaching down. ♥

You're welcome for the food and the fun and the patience and the movies. Thank you for the beautiful rose and the CD and the button and the beer and the rest.

And the fresh start, Gabe.

Yes. By the next time I see you, you'll be feeling better. I have absolute faith in that.
And that's what it's all about, right? Faith.


(also: "quiche".)
avidity: