ooh, who else wants to kick me while i'm down? anyone? anyone?
yesterday, after work, one of my managers needs to talk to me in the office...long story short, they just can't keep me on at the desk anymore. lots of different issues (that some of aren't even accurate). they never asked me my side of things or anything...just, "sorry, i know this is a...
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yesterday, after work, one of my managers needs to talk to me in the office...long story short, they just can't keep me on at the desk anymore. lots of different issues (that some of aren't even accurate). they never asked me my side of things or anything...just, "sorry, i know this is a...
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nalchellda:
Awww hun, virtual hug? And it's a bit far but got room here if you needed.
tonii:
ahhh booo I'm sorry to hear that lady. I hate my job too and day dream about hurting my 2 bosses. So I get what you're going through. Hope it gets better for you. I say get a bottle of wine a good movie ganga and turn your lights and phone off and treat yourself real nice.
talked with dana last night. we will see how things go after africa. i get to stay at the house while he's gone, which eases my mind greatly. we have a lot to work through to see if we can even work out. but, we are taking steps that, i hope, will lead us back together.
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bigman316:
i miss you already!!!..... hope you are feeling better today. very cute pics, thanks bunches for sharing.
the_libertine:
I miss you all the time and you don't wear outfits like that for me... 
I'm glad things have the potential to return to where you want them. Just be careful with your heart, okay, darling? I'd hate to hear you hurt again. I'm so pleased that you don't have to worry about somewhere else to live, though. That must have been weighing down on you, terribly. SO yay for places to stay that are already familiar and home.
As for the green bra? I need some "alone time" before I can respond to that portion of the post...
Seriously, I need to clone you.
I'm glad things have the potential to return to where you want them. Just be careful with your heart, okay, darling? I'd hate to hear you hurt again. I'm so pleased that you don't have to worry about somewhere else to live, though. That must have been weighing down on you, terribly. SO yay for places to stay that are already familiar and home.
As for the green bra? I need some "alone time" before I can respond to that portion of the post...
Seriously, I need to clone you.
ok, its been a few days and i am dealing. i am still heartbroken and lost, but dealing.
he went to the mountain with his family to spend the night and is letting me stay at the house with my cats. i am ecstatic.
he was a bit melancholy sounding today as well
i hope he's realizing he made a mistake.
i also discovered just...
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he went to the mountain with his family to spend the night and is letting me stay at the house with my cats. i am ecstatic.
he was a bit melancholy sounding today as well
i hope he's realizing he made a mistake.i also discovered just...
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the_libertine:
I think that Jeff is right on the money... let him miss you... it's inevitable. you two built something special together and he's probably just frightened by the changes that have been happening... be strong and be calm. Be the wonderful woman I know you to be. Be you... and soon, he'll be missing you and wanting a chance to make things right. It'll be up to you, then, to decide if another chance is what you want to give.
Enjoy the Nascar, gorgeous girl...
you know how to find me if you need anything.
Enjoy the Nascar, gorgeous girl...
you know how to find me if you need anything.
the_libertine:
Darling, it has been my pleasure to be there for you. It will always be my pleasure to be there for you.
missing you...
missing you...
holy shit, has my world crumbled?!?!?!?!?!?!
i got dumped tonight. can you believe that?
i am really scared and really lost and don't even know where to begin. things are still sinking in. it doesn't seem real.
what do i do now?
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As to his reasons why...
it just wasn't working out. he loves me but just not in love with me. he didn't...
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i got dumped tonight. can you believe that?
i am really scared and really lost and don't even know where to begin. things are still sinking in. it doesn't seem real.
what do i do now?
EDIT:
As to his reasons why...
it just wasn't working out. he loves me but just not in love with me. he didn't...
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nomiker:
Very sorry to hear that beautiful.
terramedicx:
Oh darlin! I'm SO sorry! Let me know if I can do anything for you...
i am having a bit of insomnia...its nearly 3 am and i am wide awake 
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i have to work very late today...doing chair massages at the hospital from 1-4 this afternoon, subbing classes from 4:30-6:30, then bbq with some friends at 7, then back to the hospital from 10-midnight
i need to go back to bed.
!i have to work very late today...doing chair massages at the hospital from 1-4 this afternoon, subbing classes from 4:30-6:30, then bbq with some friends at 7, then back to the hospital from 10-midnight
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mark_plus_beer:
insomnia sucks , i had it a few years ago
i hope it sorts out soon
i hope it sorts out soon
schiavona:
Hey there cutie. You look so happy there, not that I blame you. 
Hope you get some good sleep tonight.
Hope you get some good sleep tonight.
today i registered to get certified to be a Zumba instructor. that should be fun i will go in mid-July for the certification. I also got a phone call yesterday from another gym in town about teaching some yoga classes this fall. hooray for that. All's quiet on the rest of the job-front. it kind of sucks, but what can you do?
things here are...
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i will go in mid-July for the certification. I also got a phone call yesterday from another gym in town about teaching some yoga classes this fall. hooray for that. All's quiet on the rest of the job-front. it kind of sucks, but what can you do?things here are...
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mimo_:
zumba? i hope it's as fun as the name is. and you are a redecorating queen! bravo.
schiavona:
Oh, your poor tummy. **light kisses**
love your office furniture and things. Very swank.
love your office furniture and things. Very swank.
back from 4 days in denver...i had a blast and i hate being back in this hole.
so, yeah, that's about it.
so, yeah, that's about it.
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sunrize:
Ooooooooooh I love that aquarium!!
gaea:
Looks like you had a great time! x
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jstduckie:
yep....the smile.....my day is complete
nuadventure:
You're gonna run to work? And there you are posing between
two cars. Will I ever figure you out? (lol). That is lovely scenery.
I would be still, peaceful and smiling too if I got to see what you
saw on your trip. Glad you had a great time.
two cars. Will I ever figure you out? (lol). That is lovely scenery.
I would be still, peaceful and smiling too if I got to see what you
saw on your trip. Glad you had a great time.
going on vacation! going on vacation! ha ha! i am so excited. tomorrow night we are headed for steamboat springs! i hope the weather is nice. want to go kayaking and hiking and definitely hit the hot springs. not to mention all the great vacation shopping and food! oh yeah, can you tell i am excited???
what is everyone else doing for memorial day weekend?
what is everyone else doing for memorial day weekend?
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jstduckie:
nada.....lol....but readin that youll be havin fun....made me smile....thanx
sunrize:
Sounds like a good time! Have fun!
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mattonehsk:
Excellent Weekend Indeed!!!
jstduckie:
as always.....joy to hear about you....glad to see the smile