aaaaaaaaand its time for another update.....i have been really slacking lately not for lack of things i could talk about but more lack of motivation and just a general feeling closed off-ness. i.e. i haven't felt like letting peopel glimpse at my life. but i have gotten in a lot of personal journaling that i really value....writing can be such a catharsis. (spelling?)
anyway, today...
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mnov:
Damn girl, you can write. So I would love to continue our conversation from the other day. Any chance you'll be online sometime soon? I'm glad to hear your happy and starting to feel comfortable in this wonderful town. Maybe I'll get a chance to stop in for a coffee sometime this week. Talk to you soon, Mike
justray:
what is the coffee of the day? regular please no decaf!
hrmmm, i thought going off effexor was supposed to cure my insomnia but i'm still not sleeping so great.....maybe i really am just going insane....oh well. so things are going ok-ish. i have been getting a ton of sun which makes me so so happy. i have been reading a lot.....i finally read harry potter. i dunno if i loved it b/c it was good...
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i've been scare on the updates lately.....not b/c i don't have a lot to say but i guess i just havn't felt terribly open about the details of my life as of late....in general, since i stopped with the effexor, i have noticed myself become more closed off and self absorbed...this is bad. it is affecting my relationships in a negative way, its unintentionally hurting...
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misha9999999:
hm. I keep reading and trying to learn something for myself
from you, I guess... There are actually meds that make you
happier?
from you, I guess... There are actually meds that make you
happier?
kajiseele:
I want you guys to have first crack at my offer so check out my journal and let me know if anything strikes you fancy...
so how are things.....well.....things are alright. not horrible, not great. some elements of both but usually just about average. b/c my entries lately have been somewhat blah i will startsome of the greatness. i finally got a new helmet ( http://www.araiamericas.com/product/ast/ast_large/ast_aurora_black.jpg ) now i can go on the ducati without being scared for my life. we went for a ride yesterday and i feel like...
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jovana:
i dunno what movie youare refering to...but anyway...sorry for the spelling error and thank you oh so much for taking the time to post a comment pointing that out....its very critical to me (obviously) that my journal entries are academicly /gramaticly sound with perfect spelling. i cannot believe i let that one slip through! wow.....i guess i'm not perfect afterall....
iamspoonbender:
oooh, i think polar boy is referring to the movie "Ernest Goes To Jail" - haha..
Pounding my fist against the night as it threatens to swallow me whole....
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stirfry:
great pics,expecially 6,7,8&9
misha9999999:
i'll stop by... I get a coffee there once in a while
on my way downtown... you don't even want to know
how many friends of mine worked at that place throughout
the years
on my way downtown... you don't even want to know
how many friends of mine worked at that place throughout
the years
still feeling really really off from the coming down from effexor. yesterday was not so good. the previous night i had very vivid and disturbing dremas that left me uncomfortable all day. i dreamed that i was laying in bed and having bad dreams. in my dream i couldn't sleep and i was so incredibly tired but i had no control over my body...i was...
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misha9999999:
your journals amaze me. really they do.
and you don't even care if somebody responds...
and you don't even care if somebody responds...
swen:
Well, I read your journal only lately and thus I thought it not very polite to come in and comment on things I dont understand. I hope its ok for you that Ill just be reading for a while before commenting.
Only comment I can give this time is this:
I wish you luck coping with those drug-inflicted changes in neurochemistry. I hope youll adapt soon.
Only comment I can give this time is this:
I wish you luck coping with those drug-inflicted changes in neurochemistry. I hope youll adapt soon.
feel strange....very very strange. i stopped talking effexor. after about 1 1/2 months of taking it i have become a severe insomniac and have gained a bunch of weight. i talked to dr. khan who perscribed it and he said that those are two of the most common side effects.....i cannot deal. Basicly, those two things lead me to be tired all the time and...
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so everything turned out a-ok....he tried to reach me...i tried to reach him....and despite some paniky moments everything worked itself out and i finally have my babies! maddie was happy to see me but poor gwenny was really scared and covered in piddle. we had to bathe her....she was sooooo not liking that. so thank you j so much for all the effort you had...
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i guess i havn't updated in awhile but i suppose thats b/c things are pretty much the same. i worked A LOT last week so that ate up a lot of time. my manager met my expectations and is an ubercunt. unfortunatly, she works every day in the morning during the week and that is the shift i adore...i could work nights but getting off...
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keith:
So.. I can stalk you if I'm cute and bring you chocolate? 
kajiseele:
I used to go by starbucks several times a day but that was finals week...yes there were cute guys there but they really werent my type. smile
when i was in boarding school i took part in this senior leadership confrence for the prefects and such....part of this school sponsered leadership thing was learning a bit more about youself/personality type via one of those personality type quizzes where you are ascribed a primary number and some subnumbers. i don't remember much about what mine said but only that it was different then...
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historyteller:
Good luck. That's a difficult decision.
sitting
staring
at my life
as carved by me.
the accidental
crosses
the deliberate.
just got the info for the last inertia labs party. wish i could be there. the contents of the email got me thinking first about how much of an affect (directly / indirectly) erik and inertia labs have had on my existance. - stuff relating to my soundsystem, the music i...
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staring
at my life
as carved by me.
the accidental
crosses
the deliberate.
just got the info for the last inertia labs party. wish i could be there. the contents of the email got me thinking first about how much of an affect (directly / indirectly) erik and inertia labs have had on my existance. - stuff relating to my soundsystem, the music i...
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nonservium:
midget kim- I like that. Kim just joined SG as well- FYI.
My experience with Erik has never really made me want to get to know him. Apparently he used to be the sober guy and oh the irony of what he has become. But I'm certainly not in any position to judge. I'll appreciate everything he has done from afar. The party's have been amazing and have certainly had a wonderful impact on my Seattle experience. And for that I will be eternally grateful.
My experience with Erik has never really made me want to get to know him. Apparently he used to be the sober guy and oh the irony of what he has become. But I'm certainly not in any position to judge. I'll appreciate everything he has done from afar. The party's have been amazing and have certainly had a wonderful impact on my Seattle experience. And for that I will be eternally grateful.
things are good other then the horrible insomnia i have been suffering from for the last 2 weeks or so. i cannot sleep more then 2-3 hours without waking up in a cold sweat for another 2-3. not good. i will be a 1 month ohio resident on friday. i even registered to vote here today...i feel like i am getting nice and settled in...hot...
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kajiseele:
Smile some bunnies have all the luck, i'm glad everything seems to be going so well for you.