Hi, there!
Good news! I finally found a job! Well, actually I got it two months ago, and to day I got my first full salary! It really feels good when you look at the ATM and you dont see any numbers below zero any more!
I think the job is just right for me. I work as a doctor in a psychiatric ward in...
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Good news! I finally found a job! Well, actually I got it two months ago, and to day I got my first full salary! It really feels good when you look at the ATM and you dont see any numbers below zero any more!
I think the job is just right for me. I work as a doctor in a psychiatric ward in...
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Sorry for the silence.
Everything breaks down on me.
Final exam ETA 14:00 h german time on monday.
I feel like shit.
Bye,
swen
Everything breaks down on me.
Final exam ETA 14:00 h german time on monday.
I feel like shit.
Bye,
swen
sakita:
what happened?
what broke down?
bye?
feel like shit how?
explain mister.
much love
sakita
oh yeah im in germany in munich for 5 hours in a month.
what broke down?
bye?
feel like shit how?
explain mister.
much love
sakita
oh yeah im in germany in munich for 5 hours in a month.
Hey, thanks everyone for the nice birthday-wishes. 
I was really happy to see that. 
I'm very busy learning for the final exam in November, so I don't have much time to stop by.
I'm currently seeing this nice young lady Christine. We seem to get along pretty well, but I fear she's one of the kind who'd be shocked when finding out that I want...
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I was really happy to see that.
I'm very busy learning for the final exam in November, so I don't have much time to stop by.
I'm currently seeing this nice young lady Christine. We seem to get along pretty well, but I fear she's one of the kind who'd be shocked when finding out that I want...
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OK, maybe this is old, but i gotta do it:
If there is one person you can't stop thinking about post this sentence in your journal.
If there is one person you can't stop thinking about post this sentence in your journal.
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bombshellbetty:
Hey cutie! Happy happy birthday!!!
How've you been?
How've you been?
alisa:
happy birthday!!!!
hope you're doing ok. sorry about having to re-requesting you.
hope you're doing ok. sorry about having to re-requesting you.
Today I feel like giving you an update on my life.
1: No good news at all from the romance-front. I've had my share of troubles, but nothing to get specific about.
2: Some bad news about job-seeking. The clinic Im about to my finish my internship these days has announced that they wont employ anyone till January 2005. In other words, the job-offer I...
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1: No good news at all from the romance-front. I've had my share of troubles, but nothing to get specific about.
2: Some bad news about job-seeking. The clinic Im about to my finish my internship these days has announced that they wont employ anyone till January 2005. In other words, the job-offer I...
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Sorry for not updating/commenting recently. I'm kind of busy at my job and it's going to be worse. When I come home I'm so tired I almost instantly fall asleep. 
The only thing to report is: I think I'm in love.
That's supposed to be a good thing, but for me it never is. I'm very gently trying to find out about my chances but...
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The only thing to report is: I think I'm in love.
That's supposed to be a good thing, but for me it never is. I'm very gently trying to find out about my chances but... Read More
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sakita:
hi there. how are you???
im tired.
hugs!
im tired.
hugs!
sakita:
HOW ARE YOU????
is doctoring keeping you busy?
is doctoring keeping you busy?
I feel so sad and lonely today. I feel I'd need someone to just lay side by side with, though I know I couldn't tollerate anyone near me at the moment. 
Hope you're all doing better than me.
swen
Hope you're all doing better than me.
swen
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trent:
aw cheer up you speak german so that makes you hot and better then most poeple..... in my opinion anyways...
sakita:
Im sorry
i know that feeling though.
I feel useless.
i know that feeling though.
I feel useless.
Had a nice weekend. Friday I went to the "Tanz der Vampire", a gothic/wave-party that has been around for 25 years now. I'll add some pics of my outfit soon.
Saturday and Sunday I was at my parents place, doing the laundry, helping my dad with his computer and most important: had some real good food.
This week started really stressful. We got a new...
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Saturday and Sunday I was at my parents place, doing the laundry, helping my dad with his computer and most important: had some real good food.
This week started really stressful. We got a new...
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bombshellbetty:
Aw. Well, things are going well for me in a lot of ways, it's just a few things that have kinda exploded in my face. Can't win em all, right? I think I'm winning the important ones. 
How about you?
How about you?
sakita:
hi sweetie
how are you doing?
I miss ya, hope all is well
how are you doing?
I miss ya, hope all is well
New pics! (I got my brain scaned, I got a total of >4000 pics --> now I can see me thinking!)
Everything is ok. I got some cool things, e.g. my sony cyber-shot DSC-P12, more RAM for my PC and the HIMSA-Album I was looking for since last summer! Yay!
Bye for now,
swen 
Added some pics.
Everything is ok. I got some cool things, e.g. my sony cyber-shot DSC-P12, more RAM for my PC and the HIMSA-Album I was looking for since last summer! Yay!
Bye for now,
swen
Added some pics.
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trinityy:
nice new pic!
its good to be back
trin
xoxo
its good to be back
trin
xoxo
bombshellbetty:
You got your brain scanned! Woo! That's crazy.
Yeah, I haven't been around here much. My ex was spying on me for a while, and it just made things creepy, but I think I'll just ignore that now. Fooey!
Glad to hear you're doing well. I've been worried about you sometimes. The plans for a German trip got the kibosh when I moved to San Francisco, but you may be able to see the bitch who is pretending to be me pretty soon! Grrrrr.
Yeah, I haven't been around here much. My ex was spying on me for a while, and it just made things creepy, but I think I'll just ignore that now. Fooey!
Glad to hear you're doing well. I've been worried about you sometimes. The plans for a German trip got the kibosh when I moved to San Francisco, but you may be able to see the bitch who is pretending to be me pretty soon! Grrrrr.
Much has happened:
- finished my days at the clinic for surgery, for months of hard work are now behind me
- started to work at the clinic for psychiatry; very interesting job, better working hours and less stressing work conditions
- a water-tube in my bathroom broke, they had to remove lots of tiles and my shower to fix it; lots of dirt and...
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- finished my days at the clinic for surgery, for months of hard work are now behind me
- started to work at the clinic for psychiatry; very interesting job, better working hours and less stressing work conditions
- a water-tube in my bathroom broke, they had to remove lots of tiles and my shower to fix it; lots of dirt and...
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trinityy:
what did u say?? haha
i could never be upset or anything at you
<3
trin
xoxo
i could never be upset or anything at you
<3
trin
xoxo
sakita:
neat!
sorry about the rubble
i like feeling hugged
especially when i need a hug.
sorry about the rubble
i like feeling hugged
especially when i need a hug.
Komm schlie die Augen, glaube mir
Wir werden fliegen bers Meer
Ich bin nach deiner Liebe so krank
Die sich an meinem Blut betrank
from: In Extremo Vollmond
Wir werden fliegen bers Meer
Ich bin nach deiner Liebe so krank
Die sich an meinem Blut betrank
from: In Extremo Vollmond
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sakita:
ok how are you today?
i went to the dr. i dont have a bacteria in my eye
but a virus
a nasty shameful idiotic virus.
i have herpatic simplex eye disease.
and i have had several outbreaks apparently and never noticed it until now.
and my cornea is swollen and looks horrible
and is terribly scarred.
and the doctor cant comment on my eye sight, but notices a huge discrepancy between now and a year ago when i got my eyes tested. looks like about a month or two of regular eye exams. fun......
i know i did nothing to get it, and i know that loads of people carry that virus but still i feel disgusting saying
oh yeah i have eye herpes.
im just really dizzy and have a horrible headache because the muscles in my eye are working overtime
but on a different note... perhaps burning the eye out would be the right answer!!!
i hope you are feeling better.
manys hugs!
i went to the dr. i dont have a bacteria in my eye
but a virus
a nasty shameful idiotic virus.
i have herpatic simplex eye disease.
and i have had several outbreaks apparently and never noticed it until now.
and my cornea is swollen and looks horrible
and is terribly scarred.
and the doctor cant comment on my eye sight, but notices a huge discrepancy between now and a year ago when i got my eyes tested. looks like about a month or two of regular eye exams. fun......
i know i did nothing to get it, and i know that loads of people carry that virus but still i feel disgusting saying
oh yeah i have eye herpes.
im just really dizzy and have a horrible headache because the muscles in my eye are working overtime
but on a different note... perhaps burning the eye out would be the right answer!!!
i hope you are feeling better.
manys hugs!
nixxx:
You ok?
=x=
=x=
sakita:
yeah?
i feel like that too.
take care.
i feel like that too.
take care.
great going on the job, hope you continue to love it.