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Hold onto your hats boys and girls!!!

You're not going to believe me when I tell you this...

But I actually told the greaser it was over.

Ok, so I actually told his voicemail that it was over...and that only after throwing back three shots of vodka on an empty stomach. But at least it's done...sorta.

I pounded out a page of the essay, so...
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steveneurotic:
Yay for pounding out a page of the essay. Sorry about the sticky situation with the greaser, but I'm glad you had the guts to let him know what was on your mind and what you needed to do. *hugs*
thelibra:
ooh. greasers are bad. wait greaser as in mechanic or greaser as in dirty ass smarmy individual?

hope to see you at an sgny event one of these days. smile
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Ladies and gentlemen...welcome to the longest fucking week of my life...

It's amazing how it seems like the hours of my day click by so quickly...there's not enough time for me to get all the things I need to do taken care of...and yet...It seems like I'm living the same fucking day over and over and over again...never getting anything done.

I've been staring at...
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magdalene:
repulse? hardly.

oh, and you referred to someone as the greaser- you rock.
shamunda:
I intend to check the progress of this essay being as we have a deal in place for certain activities if you don't...
skull
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I hate how I'll be really angry with the greaser...composing a really great speech in my head of all the things I want to tell him...Angry to the point of not even wanting to give him the big speech...

Right up until he calls...
(actually he was returning my call...)

And then I'm as happy as ever to hear his voice and to hear him...
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user09191240111:
definitely not pathetic no honey, lifes a bitch to the best of us kiss
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Woke up last night to the deep rumbling of thunder and pouring rain. It felt so lovely to be safety snuggled in my bed, a cat on either side...

I haven't been sleeping very well lately. Well, I'm a notoriously bad sleeper. Always have been. Without sleeping pills, I'd be lost.

But lately, even with the sleeping pills...sleep just eludes me. Or, more specifically, GOOD...
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missprint:
Mmmm. I love rain at night.

Sorry I didn't respond to your post about writing something for my mag. Anything remotely feminist would be helpful. I'm pretty set for content, and I wouldn't want you to write something just for me. I'm sure you're a busy lady. I'm looking at the roles of women since the 40's to the present, as well as advertising. The main question I'm asking is, "have we really come that far if our reproductive rights are still under serious threat?"

thanks,

Kay

PS good luck with your wardrobe!
elvgrenink:
Can I photograph you before you leave? please please please
I want to do a pin-up shoot
and now I have photoshop so I can make the pictures look extra nice blush
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I just handed in my letter of resignation.
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No matter how much I've bitched about this place...I really wanted it to work out. I can't believe that this day has really come...and that I'm really going to be leaving. I think there has been a part of me holding on to hope that things would brighten up around here and I'd choose to stay.

I...
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steveneurotic:
Yeah... you took me hostage.... but I guess I deserve it for harassing you all the time at work. wink Sat night was total fun.
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Bleh...I'm feeling sick...again...

I've been sick more times in the past year than in any other year of my life.

What makes me especially angry about this is that I'm quite certain it has something to do with the fact that we don't have a ventilation system in this office.

I'm also pretty sure that it's got something to do with the toxic mold, oil...
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armadillofuzz:
mmmmmmm
mold
uhhhhhhghghhghhghghghhh smile
hope you get better.

[Edited on May 07, 2004 9:48AM]
prophetnoise:
Hey, i ran into you last night, albiet very breifly, as you and SteveNeurotic were leavin Ace, and BoxOfficePoison and Iggy and I were heading back into Ace, So i figured i'd come and say hello

hello smile
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I apparently have very good taste in men.

Even when they're only 12 years old...which was about the last time I saw Patrick, my sleep away camp boyfriend and first love.

Val and I twittered like little school girls when he called to let us know he'd be arriving at the bar in five minutes. He strolled in, all tall and handsome, like a ray...
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steveneurotic:
Ooooh! You had a cigarette! I'm telling! Hehehe. Just kidding. Glad you had a good time. Can't wait to see ya on Saturday. smile
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There's nothing worse than the feeling of impending doom...waiting for one of my psycho clients to show.

With every second that ticks by...I feel my hopes gathering together and talking excitedly.

My brain tries to squelch them...knowing that at any moment the psycho might show up...she could just be...late...

And there it is...the doorbell rings...it's 3:15 PM. I'm fully engulfed by my post-lunch food coma...and...
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steveneurotic:
You should try making out with her, and have someone come in and take pictures while that is going on. That would be funny. biggrin
7deadlycyns:
Good Lord, I thought I had it rough. You know, you can get "all professional" on my ass anytime you wish. Gives me a form of validation. BTW he came into my office today and said he was trying to be nice,,,first words out of his mouth were"I hate you" I politely told him to remove his presence from my space. I suppose you've seen his kind plenty. I picked up some good books on narcissists, emotional abusers and such. It almost seems as if someone studied him to write the book. eeek

I really hope that your session wasn't too rough! smile
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So there I was...reading my email...when I got a message from a real old friend Valerie.

Valerie and I went to sleep away camp together many years ago. She recognized me in the subway about seven months ago and since then we've had dinner and drinks and exchanged a bunch of emails.

When we were first catching up, we asked each other about who they'd...
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elvgrenink:
wow you seem to be running into a lot a old friends lately. thats wild. can't wait to hear how this turns out smile
P.S. did you get my email about the PB party?
mohollyweird:
but he could be as hot as a wall-eyed bass, with the personality to boot! eeek surreal biggrin
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I haven't had a cigarette in four and a half days. Not that I haven't wanted one...

Today is the first day that I've left the house without my nicotine patch though. Scary. Maybe I should have brought one with me.

I'm happy to report that I did not spend my whole weekend sleeping on the clean laundry on my bed. I only did that...
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grrlhavoc:
What are you moving to Houston for? I like the city alot and hopefully will live the rest of my life here. The people are great but the weather sucks. I am usually on the site more but have been busy lately..hopefully i will be on more once my classes are over
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I admit...I slept on my laundry AGAIN last night...

After getting my hair cut after work I headed over to my dojang. Nobody bats an eye anymore when they see me come back after 6 months of not training. I suppose the novelty of it has worn off by this point for everybody.

Except maybe Sensei. (for the record: Sensei is not the master of...
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smoggy:
you make me feel out of breath just talking about it.
steveneurotic:
So happy you're in SGNY now. Sorry I didnt get to harass you today. I promise to catch up next week. So since your monster truck thing is delayed, you can def hang out next weekend, right? wink Off to PA I go! kiss
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Today I begin to wrestle my life back from the monster that is nicotine.

Finally shelled out for the patch, which I'm wearing right now. I admit, I still want a cigarette. At least it's not painful though.

Yesterday after work I went and blew a bunch of money on stupid little things for my big trip to St. Louis for the monster truck show....
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steveneurotic:
Good luck on the patch. And hey! You need to change your "Current Crush" thing to: "Fuck off, I hate everybody... except SteveNeurotic. Cause he's cool." biggrin
7deadlycyns:
You know, I'm neurotic about my bras and panties matching too!!! That made me laugh. Godd for you for spending money on yourself, it's good to indulge sometimes. Have a good time on your trip! Sleep well smile