ahh, the joys of shutting down. of taking all those emotions one normally feels and locking them away.
killing off those parts of you that feel!
f*ck it all!
shut downs work so much easier than dealing with being single and hating every moment of your life (to the point of hoping to die....not suicidal mind you, just wanting to die).
one of the side-effects...
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killing off those parts of you that feel!
f*ck it all!
shut downs work so much easier than dealing with being single and hating every moment of your life (to the point of hoping to die....not suicidal mind you, just wanting to die).
one of the side-effects...
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Yay, so finally uploaded a profile picture. not that good. and have to figure out how to get the height and width correct.
me, riding a horse, staff development where I work. about 3 years ago or so.
it was fun!
>sigh<
the memories. then again, I was a social outcast freak then as well as now. so I'm not sure if there are great...
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me, riding a horse, staff development where I work. about 3 years ago or so.
it was fun!
>sigh<
the memories. then again, I was a social outcast freak then as well as now. so I'm not sure if there are great...
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corroded_heart:
Social outcast freaks unite!!!
wow, someone reads this! nice. actually kind of a nice feeling to know that someone out there has taken interest.
sorry I haven't updated this much. I do have another journal I have on-line. Livejournal.com. my username is KleptoeOne. yes, I mis-spelled the word on purpose. the only thing you want to be careful of is the fact that I write quite depressingly. even to...
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sorry I haven't updated this much. I do have another journal I have on-line. Livejournal.com. my username is KleptoeOne. yes, I mis-spelled the word on purpose. the only thing you want to be careful of is the fact that I write quite depressingly. even to...
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the never ending joy of my busted up relationships.
evidentally I screwed things up. at least towards the end, she "felt pressured to do things to make me happy"....pressured I don't know why! whenever she asked me what I wanted, it was always "What you're comfortable with" and "What will make you happy".
go figure!
but, alas, guess that I didn't listen to her signs...
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evidentally I screwed things up. at least towards the end, she "felt pressured to do things to make me happy"....pressured I don't know why! whenever she asked me what I wanted, it was always "What you're comfortable with" and "What will make you happy".
go figure!
but, alas, guess that I didn't listen to her signs...
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wow, these journal things are fun!
so the friend of mine that I have interest in, after not talking ot me for a week since returning from a wedding except for when she needed something, told me on Thursday that...
1. she likes me as a friend
2. she needs a break
3. she wants to help but I drag her down
hmmm, what does...
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so the friend of mine that I have interest in, after not talking ot me for a week since returning from a wedding except for when she needed something, told me on Thursday that...
1. she likes me as a friend
2. she needs a break
3. she wants to help but I drag her down
hmmm, what does...
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First time posting on such a site. who am I? well, in comparison , probably pretty vanilla. I've done a little Self-Injury, stuff like that. but nothing too extreme. not really what I'm looking for.
just kind of looking for someone now. thought I had someone at one time over this summer. now, well, I don't know. she won't talk to me after a weekend...
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just kind of looking for someone now. thought I had someone at one time over this summer. now, well, I don't know. she won't talk to me after a weekend...
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