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Last night, on a whim... I went to Cleveland with some friends to see the band Mellowdrone. So good. We met the band and hung out with them for awhile. My friend John is friends with them... so we had a few connections.

The guys in the band are soo sweet though, holy shit. I really like them a lot. Here's my girly thought for...
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Last night we all went to see Michael Moore's new movie Fahrenheit 9/11...it was damn good. But hit too close to home because I have to brothers in the military [one in Iraq and one that has to go back to Iraq in Feb.] So, yeah... I was crying like an idiot. It was a great film, but made me miss my brothers way too...
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My parents just went out of town I always feel like I'm in high school when they do, because I get way to happy... just another perk of living with your parents I guess.

Sometimes I have these quirky little moments where I realize that life is fuct. Litterally. I'm living my life just fine, but other people are suffering... and going through some pretty...
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My birthday was great, thank you all so much for everything!

I realized last night, as I smoked my last cigarette and began to walk home... I'm always searching for something, but never let anything search for me. I fear that nothing will happen if I wait for things to find me, but content might come from that.

I've also been writing a lot... it's funny though, because when I first started writing...I did it to...
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Alright, I just watched A Walk To Remember again... [one of X's favorite movies ] and damn... it's so cute. Alright, it's a tad cheesy, but still very cute. When Shane West [ ] has the star named after her... Sigh, my heart stops.

Anyways, I applied the other day... Yeah, I'm nervous about it, but that's cool. I think that's about it... I...
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This weekend was pretty boring... let's see...

Saturday night I got a lovely call from ninedayjane and Robin... girl talk is fun and Sunday, Cait and I did a set together. It was fun, and the pictures are pretty cute... but our photographer was acting weird... Oh well...

Today, I did see the movie Saved.... good movie. AND I went bowling with: Cait, MrNiceGuy...
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How many emo kids does it take to screw in a light bulb? Zero, they would just prefer to sit in the dark and cry... haha.

Sunday, Cait and I are going to take our clothes off together for some pictures... Our friend Judd [ ] will be taking them... I'm looking forward to it.

I was talking to my friend Keren today, and we...
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Work sucked so bad today. I'm so damn tired. Anyways, JULY 2 is the party and yes, I will be reminding you of this daily

The more I think about it, the more I dont understand love, boys, life... anything really.

*I'll sit and wonder of every love that could have been if I had only thought of something charming to say...* I had to...
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This journal is really long, so at the end there will be a brief summary so if you're too lazy to read it, you should scroll down and just catch the important things

I have really great news, even though it's a bit early to let everyone know...
July 2 , my friend Keren is having a birthday party thing for me... and I want...
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So Lansing is a wonderful place. I had a wonderful time...and it was nice hanging out with everyone. I even got to kiss Sabine

The date with X went well too, I think... Well, I enjoyed what followed the date, so I figure it went well...

Hugs and kisses to you all

*In 15 more days I'll no longer be a teenager!*

A brief edit......
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This will probably be the last time until Monday that I'll be on. Eeep! But, the best thing is, when I get back I'll have a lot [hopefully] to share.

I'm going to Lansing Friday to get to know X better I think I have the "date" worked out, but you never know. I suck at being cute and romantic sometimes.

I also have to...
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