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My parents just went out of town I always feel like I'm in high school when they do, because I get way to happy... just another perk of living with your parents I guess.

Sometimes I have these quirky little moments where I realize that life is fuct. Litterally. I'm living my life just fine, but other people are suffering... and going through some pretty bad bullshit. For instance, Stefan is getting a divorce now. He is a wreck... and his bitch wife has been cheating on him He's such an awesome guy... ptsh. I just got off the phone with him and he said something that really resonated with me [like it always does] but anyways... he said that he can't let her actions hurt him anymore. Alright, it was more poetic when he said it... but that is so true. And made me think about someone that I care about....

This person doesnt really care back... and I'm wasting my time on him. Basically, my fears/worries were right about him... and I knew this from the get go. BUT! I can't let his lack of interest effect me... because it's just bringing me down. I need to just live my life the way I want...

I can find inspiration in the littlest things... I don't need a boy to do that for me. Silly...

Um, I'm going to continue drinking and smoking Here's my quote from Bright Eyes... because, yeah, I've been obsessed with this song lately: Padriac My Prince

*In a coma you dont dream, you just hope that someone will sit with you...*

Lots of love