hawksley

How many emo kids does it take to screw in a light bulb? Zero, they would just prefer to sit in the dark and cry... haha.

Sunday, Cait and I are going to take our clothes off together for some pictures... Our friend Judd [ ] will be taking them... I'm looking forward to it.

I was talking to my friend Keren today, and we have been having some really weird/similar life happenings going on lately... [really, ever since Oct. 2003] It's nice to have someone who understands but at the same time the questions aren't really answered.

Someone once said: You ask the questions that you already know the answer to... which made me think even more about everything that's been going on lately. I ask people things only for reassurance, but I think deep down inside I know how they feel. I'm hiding myself from those answers though... because I could be wrong. Aye. I'm so confused because I dont know what to trust anymore. I change my mind so much that I can't trust myself... I just need to figure it out... but that's going to take a lot of self exploration...

Really, I'm just bringing this up because I want other people's perspectives on the subject. How do you really trust a confused heart?

Friendly reminder...July 2, come to Kalamazoo...

Hugs and kisses