hawksley

This journal is really long, so at the end there will be a brief summary so if you're too lazy to read it, you should scroll down and just catch the important things

I have really great news, even though it's a bit early to let everyone know...
July 2 , my friend Keren is having a birthday party thing for me... and I want you guys to come. So... yeah, you should all do that. It's going to be awesome, I promise

In other news, camp officially starts tomorrow and I'm quasi nervous but mostly excited. It's just going to be a lot of work. Figuring the hours put in there and at the country club, I'll be working about 70 hours a week Which is a lot when you do bitch work...

Oh, the great thing about camp, and why I brought it up... is that they want bands and shit to play for the kids... Cait and I are so going to be playing! Okay, so we're going to have to change the band name for that one night [Penetration isn't really kid friendly] but still... Oh! maybe if you guys come July 2 Penetration will play

Also... sheesh... I've been painting lately [a gift for someone actually ]...but it's made me realize that I need to be present with everything and live life to its fullest. When I say "fullest," I mean having everything I do have meaning. I want to experience life and everything is offers, and gain something. I'm tired of having experiences that are just on the surface... I want to figure things out this summer, and learn more about myself.

Yeah, here's the summary of what we've learned today:

July 2 come to Kalamazoo for a party... email me, and I'll see if you're on the list

Work sucks...

Penetration will play at the party if you come

Being full and learning more about myself if what this summer is all about

Hugs and kisses