Thursday Oct 17, 2002

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my mouth feels numb.
i'm really tired, but for some reason i've been sitting at my computer posting and whatnot for the last 2 hours or so (since i got out of class.)
my school week is over now. yay!
i'm listening to the pet shop boys. if i had a penis it would go in a butt right now. i think i'll listen to...
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rawr_ima_monster:
what I use to make my hair all spikey choppy (when I don't accidentally cut it too short cutting my own hair, then wait for it to get long enough again): Murrays. it's funny, to find it, I alwasy have to g find the "black people products" section, seriously...it's never just with the expensive vidal sassoon "moldign wax" or "fusion goop" or whatever, it's with the weave products, next to teh "sportin' waves" every time. I swear. isn't it funny how the "black people" on murrays are obviously black people's faces and hair, but their skin tone is specifically colored an unnatural caucasion pink? it's not just white because htat's what they could print, it'like purposely pink..why are they tring to hifde that it's black people on the tin?
-is that racism?
Dave
jessica:
I love that pomade! And I have a friend who uses something called "misty sheen", or something like that with the worst drawing of a black woman on the can. I thought it was a joke.
and you get an SG check? Where's mine! Ha ha. Happy hooding.

Tuesday Oct 15, 2002

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i don't remember much of yesterday. it was spent in a medicated stupor. so if anyone talked to me yesterday, and we had some sort of life-afirming conversation, sorry to say it but i wasn't really there. this morning i thought sunday was yesterday, because monday was a non-day.
feeling a bit better today, though. i've been popping ibuprofen like nobody's business because this damn...
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division_x:
My roomate luvs you.

The X Factor
murkling:
*sprinkles supportive pixie dust in Eves general direction* smile

Monday Oct 14, 2002

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i am not well. if i were to tell you otherwise it would be a lie. i'm doing my best to conquer this, when my brain is working against my body, and my body is working against me. let's hope that they don't get to my soul.
i could ramble, very slowly, due the the medicated state i am in.
if you want to judge...
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digdug:
word, my sistah!
atomic_tiki:
i hope you feel better soon smile

Sunday Oct 13, 2002

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all freakin' night was fun. i was a pussy though and kept nodding off. i slept through most of the fourth movie, which was about 4 hours of fighting and subtitles, and no plot! but 'the tingler', 'dog soldiers' and 're-animator' were great. got home at 9am, felt totally awake and read for an hour before falling asleep. woke up this afternoon in an unpleasant...
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fortissimo:
speaking of "the hunger", that should have been the 4th movie. i bet you would have stayed awake for that.

catherine deneuve as lesbian vampire = wow.

-ff
mistersatan:
OH NO MOUTHRAPES!!!

Saturday Oct 12, 2002

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well, last night was okay. i managed to talk to one girl who i kind of have a crush on, and found out that she has a girlfriend. danced a lot. played spin the bottle briefly and kissed a guy in my class. that should be interesting and awkward on monday. saw a girl i sort of dated last year, and talked to her a...
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bionicfemme:
At least you managed the courage to talk to the girl! Whoo hoo! Movin' on up.

Are you listening to Selle and Bebastion where you are? smile
dia:
work that shit. Diva. Diva loves diva. Diva is as diva does. Girls are hot.

Friday Oct 11, 2002

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i'm about to head out to a masquerade ball put on by homo club. i look goth as fuck. wish me luck talking to pretty girls!
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catculus:
or a function, rather
jin1:
I shall do no such thing while there is hope for me...

Thursday Oct 10, 2002

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i'm sinking.
maybe it's the drugs, maybe it's just what's eating me up inside.
maybe i should can the fucking drama.
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seankane15835:
eve i never knew u shoudl have tried to hook up with me when i was in marysville
or call me now michelle has my number or email me

sean kane
toreena:
No canning. Drama is life.

Wednesday Oct 09, 2002

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i need something.
i have that indescribable feeling of desire, for what i don't know.
maybe it's just restlessness.
maybe i need to get out.

i talked to my mother today, since i just got phone service the other day and bought a phone card this afternoon. she thought my ex-girlfriend had stolen my microwave when she moved out. but then she called back five...
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robin:
hello eve.
you know ive had this horrible pain in my urethra.
all this time i figured i caught a raging case of the clap again - but turns out its just you swimming around.

i have to say, that your set is the most brilliant one i have EVER seen on this site and i admire you dearly. so we should make out, because i can't stand boys.

xoxoRobin
tryptamine_____:
something(s) that might make you smile:

i asked my dad today if chinchillas bear live babies. then i said, "oh, duh, i guess they would bear LIVE babies. unless they're born dead."

he then reminded me of a time long ago when my stepmom was telling me and my brothers and sister about a big earthquake she was in, and i asked, "did you live?"

damn, i love mocking myself for the benefit of a beautiful girl. biggrin

Tuesday Oct 08, 2002

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well, monday is now over, so personal ad day is as well. i think i had something interesting to write earlier in the day, but it escapes me now.
i have a phone now. yay! now as soon as i get my microwave here my life will be complete.
time to email a friend who i should've emailed back a long time ago. but i've...
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tryptamine_____:
heh. welcome to the dollhouse is so.... true. i remember being the wierd girl everyone picked on. (they called me "lesbian" instead of "weiner". ha.) i remember falling for the abusive bad boys. and even my family resembled dawn's, only my parents couldn't ignore me because i wouldn't let them.

i'd like to see his other movies, but i haven't yet. i heard happiness was really good. i don't like to sit in movie theatres much, though, cuz i've had some, um, not so pleasant experiences. but i'll have to rent that one someday.
tryptamine_____:
hmm. depends on what way you mean "makes you want to kill yourself." movies that end all perfect and happy make me want to kill myself. but i'm guessing you mean the kind where nothing goes right...like requiem for a dream? argh, i don't have that on my list, do i? i'm going to go change that now... biggrin

Monday Oct 07, 2002

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i'm not really sure how i feel about this... but oh well.

I am: queer white female. blue/green/grey eyes, newly black hair. a student, a wanna-be writer, cynical and bitter and jaded as hell with a fucked up sense of humor. a bit of a homebody or hermit, but rather adventurous and spontaneous at times. nice until you get to know me. bored. very bored....
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al:
Don't worry, Eve. We could get you modded up just fine. You could be the show pony. Unfortunately you'd probably have to quit smoking because you'd never get to use your hands... We'll get you some pony gum.
al:
Sorry, beautiful grrl, but I have all the sex I need/want. I'm only lookin' for pony girls... *kiss*

Sunday Oct 06, 2002

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if only i had something interesting to say. some day i will get a social life.
for now i will dye my hair black.
i'm so goth i could die, die, dye my hair black!
heh.
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catculus:
no more red? frown
bishop:
you - no social life - I don't believe it.
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