hatefulerin

i'm not really sure how i feel about this... but oh well.

I am: queer white female. blue/green/grey eyes, newly black hair. a student, a wanna-be writer, cynical and bitter and jaded as hell with a fucked up sense of humor. a bit of a homebody or hermit, but rather adventurous and spontaneous at times. nice until you get to know me. bored. very bored.

I enjoy: smoking. smoking in the bathtub. being naked. smoking naked. nostalgia. the making of michael jackson's thriller. the feel of metal under my skin. mexican food. making fun of people. sitting in my room. cartoons. girls. old school video games. listening to the same cd on repeat for hours. coffee. reading all day long. carving your name into my arm.

I am looking for: tang. a person. maybe. i'd rather a girl than a boy. someone who won't creep me out, who makes me think, who i am myself around. love and adoration. space. really good conversation. marathon back massages. sex. a release from boredom.

i think that's about it. still not sure how i feel about this...