it sux how i love someone so much and she ran away from my life... all cuz of a misunderstanding in a blog... didnt want to talk bout it but was so hesitant to leave and run from my life and from having me involved in her life and in mine ... i love her so much yet i feel she doesnt care she doesnt care bout me or my feelings and wuld rather b w/ whoever do watever was she that desperate to leave so she culd find new people to do things w/ i feel shes already found someone new for her PLEASURES shuld i care i cant help but care and cry cuz i lost the one i loved and it sux that she doesnt care... she doesnt care how i feel or that i love her she only cares about her own well being and her own happiness. she always assumed for me to go w/ margaret SHE'LL MAKE YOU HAPPY OH GO WITH MAG did she do this so she wuldnt feel guilty about fucking some other guy ... well she shuld cuz it hurts me ... when she knows i love her and that guy has no feelings for her wat so ever... god i love her so much and i want her but she just doesnt want to have a relationship w/ me or b w/ me all she cares about is not being involved in my life... god it sux how u love someone so much but their so stuck on their own thoughts their own needs their own desires they dont realize wat love they have... she was so fixed that i wanted this one girl when i actually just wanted her only her i hope she realizes wat a mistake shes made that NO ONE WILL GIVE HER THE LOVE I DID my love is uncomparible its that great.... no one will do wat ive done for her stick when others wuld leave love when others wuld hate... for instance when she fucked that other guy CUZ SHE NEEDED TO KNOW SHE ONLY WANTED TO B W/ ME i didnt buy that cuz i know u dont need to do someone else to realize ur feelinsg for someone she did it cuz she was horny and just wanted a lay but i didnt care i let it by and still loved her wanted her... and when i thougth everything was gonna go ok... runs away again... she says WHY SHULD WE B TOGETHER REMEMBER ILL JUST RUN AWAY the thing is once u quit it and realize wat uve done is wrong everything culd have been fixed when it came down to it she didnt wanna make it work w/ me she just wanted to have her own happiness to go who w/ she pleases do wat she wants w/o having to care about my feelings or me... well i hope she does hurt cuz its not right... i wuld have so wanted to work everything out she didnt......but when it comes down to it...i still love her... i still want her.... thats .. true love for u... TRUE LOVE...does she even love me still and if she does why is she w/ other men/ or women..... 