slowly im feeling better this wound is still fresh... i cant believe wats happened in these few days its hard to think how how happy i was from all this pain ive been through... when i close my eyes i picture how id make love to her how shed hold me tell me she loves me ... now shes gone... its her loss... i know wat love i have to offer no one will love her as i do do everything that ive done stay when all thats happened no one will do everything love her the way i have no one matches to my love.... hopefully in time she'll realize that and come back to me... cuz i lover her so much... its my loss cuz i shuld ahve taken her when i had the chance.... *sigh* o well mayb she'll wise up... even though i highly doubt it.... 