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goth_monkey

El Paso

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Wednesday Jan 17, 2007

Jan 17, 2007
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Whats there to live for when every second is a new dilema.
When your love wants to give up and leave?
When everything just drops on you.
I keep waking up with nothing live for.
I wanna cry but my cheek stays dry.
Worse goes to shit, and i dont know wats worse than shit
mayb its my life cuz i feel real low,.....
Everything seems to have gotton worse life seems lot harder than it was before.
Friends leaving, loves disappearing, my heart has to much
it heals to cry but my body refuses to let me heal. I cant explain this empty feeling. its like i have no soul no life, no spark no sign of existance feels im trapped in this endless nighmare and i cant wake up so i all i can do is just drown it away and remain numb from the pain..... God just tell me.... What is there to live for.....cuz i keep calling for home.
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_chaos_:
Dun worry. Just think of it as one of those times, "when it rains in pours." It will pass smile I know what it feels like to just wanna cry and get it out so bad, but nothin. That's a horrible feeling frown
Jan 18, 2007
_chaos_:
Told you it would snow
Jan 19, 2007

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