fire_hooper

Great week!

This week I reconnected with a lot of friends outside my normal group and I was greatly rewarded for it. I grow more and more in love with the burners and their gatherings. Went to a rave all night into the morning on Fri/Sat and saw so many people/friends new and old who I hope to get to know better. Dancing and seeing someone just be free lets you see something purely true about that person. Seeing among hundreds f people and them in you and sharing in that experience knowing that everyone is letting go and expressing themselves through dance; well that is just amazing! I had such a good week. Finally free of some down feelings I was having regarding my social group and feeling as though there was something wrong with me.

I have always been someone who had dozens of groups I was a part of and somehow I let them all merge into just one group and somehow also lost perspective on who I am as well in the process. Gives me pause for thought that maybe that's why I get consumed and usually eventually loose my way in relationships too. Maybe, since I am an empath, the only way i can be me is to not get lost in only one perspective. I feel so recharged!

Now into the next week. I delve back into the scene a bit and see how I interact with the folk I was not doing so well around before. See how my perspective and person has changed. I will update as it goes on