I was driving into work monday morning and I just burst into tears. It was quite all of the sudden and lasted quite a while. I don't know maybe 10-20 minutes. It was for a variety of reasons. It just caught me off guard. Last week I was on vacation and spent a lot of time alone thinking about things. Thinking about my life over...
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kindle:
Thanks. I'm feeling a lot better.
veronicaxgraves:
I HAD SOME FUN IT WAS OKAY BUT NOT MY THING.
he died last week
He created beautiful music and most in this world will never know. His music pretty much dies with him.
here is a different link for him.
He created beautiful music and most in this world will never know. His music pretty much dies with him.
here is a different link for him.
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ouioui:
Ahhh Thank you. 
nakeddreamer:
thank you for your comment...
You are so far away. Outside of this room is too far away. When I live a day without being able to look you in the eyes and hold you in my arms, you are too far away. This is more than too far away. This is daunting, humbling and brutal. What contact we have. Those sparse moments we share. The moments when the sun...
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raven_wing:
There is not a stupid word in there.
Except for the word stupid.
To have that kind of love is something of which dreams are made of. Something that keeps the dreamers dreaming, and the hopeless from falling into the darkness...
Except for the word stupid.
To have that kind of love is something of which dreams are made of. Something that keeps the dreamers dreaming, and the hopeless from falling into the darkness...
madamuk:
Lucky Lady!
Let love envelope us all!
Let love envelope us all!
The funny thing I wrote. well some people thought it was funny. is on page back.
once I have inspiration again I will write something. I just need to be inspired out of the shower. although if I just sit down and start typing the rambling lunacy seems to get good reviews.
for now check this out. this is just, well it makes me laugh...
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once I have inspiration again I will write something. I just need to be inspired out of the shower. although if I just sit down and start typing the rambling lunacy seems to get good reviews.
for now check this out. this is just, well it makes me laugh...
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fenway:
i think you are right that going on interviews earlier makes a better impression. if you really want to read my application essay, send me a message and include an email address. sister marie was very pleasant and she is actually from tennessee which surprised me. i guess the dominican friar order wanted that group from tennessee to run the school and church. religion, like anything else, can be so political at times. it makes you wonder...is anything NOT political?
-A-
-A-
abbie:
You always take the time to write really insightful responses to my journals, and I never get around to commenting back. Sorry if at times it feels one sided but I really appreciate the insight.
In a way I really enjoy talking to Billy, maybe because his racism and mysoginy is so over the top that I can't take anything he says seriously. Maybe it's because on some level I enjoy the break from the uber-pcness of liberal arts majors that make up the bulk of my social circle. We have good talks.
The position I'm in right now is incredibly advantageous, aces up my sleeve all over the place. As you pointed out, it's all a matter of markettability and I've got that, moreso than a lot of people. And I have other things too.
My writings are all non-monetary transactions. That's a conscious choice I made, but there are things that I hold less dear to me that I'll sell to the highest bidder at the drop of a hat.
I just have to figure out how to translate some ideas I have into action.
Thanks for listening.
[Edited on Mar 15, 2006 11:57AM]
In a way I really enjoy talking to Billy, maybe because his racism and mysoginy is so over the top that I can't take anything he says seriously. Maybe it's because on some level I enjoy the break from the uber-pcness of liberal arts majors that make up the bulk of my social circle. We have good talks.
The position I'm in right now is incredibly advantageous, aces up my sleeve all over the place. As you pointed out, it's all a matter of markettability and I've got that, moreso than a lot of people. And I have other things too.
My writings are all non-monetary transactions. That's a conscious choice I made, but there are things that I hold less dear to me that I'll sell to the highest bidder at the drop of a hat.
I just have to figure out how to translate some ideas I have into action.
Thanks for listening.
[Edited on Mar 15, 2006 11:57AM]
In light of recent events I have come to terms with relationship with god. I think that it is a good, strong healthy relationship. We have had our ups and downs but we have known each other a long time. We respect each others space and privacy. We responsibly share and take turns on the household chores. The groceries are communal but if their is...
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shesinparties:
my discomfort is minimal, i am a tough old broad. it is getting better by the minute
angelice:
Been busy puting a photo set together you can check it out at : http://www.myspace.com/sophielucyknox
Debute Images .. Hope to see you there!!
Debute Images .. Hope to see you there!!
I have been in complicated state as of late. I try to keep it away from people as much as I can.
I got an Email From my ex girlfriend.
Slinky died this weekend. Of the three ferrets we had together he was the oldest. She had him before we wer together. I cannot remember exactly how long she had him. My Ex girlfriend is...
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I got an Email From my ex girlfriend.
Slinky died this weekend. Of the three ferrets we had together he was the oldest. She had him before we wer together. I cannot remember exactly how long she had him. My Ex girlfriend is...
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salome:
sorry about your ferret!
fenway:
i think i did do really good on the exam. thanks for the vote of confidence. 
-A
-A
Look at These links. If you have not then I will find you. I will get into your mind and I will plant a darkness which will consume you with such pain you will beg to be set on fire.
http://www.myspace.com/luxdivon
http://www.myspace.com/sparklesrecordingco
Someone special left me a testimonial. It was quite a surprise. I did not know that I had such an effect on her...
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http://www.myspace.com/luxdivon
http://www.myspace.com/sparklesrecordingco
Someone special left me a testimonial. It was quite a surprise. I did not know that I had such an effect on her...
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sugary_dynamite:
She get the crazy anger ones that cause you to throw things through a window? I used to do that, I stopped after I had to pay to replace 2 windows though. 
sugary_dynamite:
I don't remember ever trying to attack people, just things. I used to black out alot when I was younger. The one med I am on was doing great on it's own, but it left me lethargic, so in came the second med added on. It's not reacting well with the first I think.
http://www.myspace.com/luxdivon
http://www.myspace.com/sparklesrecordingco
I do not condone Oprah but this one at least makes a good point.
I keep thinking of Blue Merle
I was thinking about Sazan Eyes earlier. It is one of may favorite anime I don't know what to call it. Their is more to the manga. I have seen the two films they have made. I saw the second one first and...
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http://www.myspace.com/sparklesrecordingco
I do not condone Oprah but this one at least makes a good point.
I keep thinking of Blue Merle
I was thinking about Sazan Eyes earlier. It is one of may favorite anime I don't know what to call it. Their is more to the manga. I have seen the two films they have made. I saw the second one first and...
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shesinparties:
i really wish i could talk to you right now, i am not having a good night, and you always make me feel better 
shesinparties:
i wrote you a little testimonial thingy if you care to look
Listen to Music. The Exquisite Lux Divon A Most Special Sparkle.
This has recieved a spectacular review.
This past year has been probably the most turbulent of my entire life. I experienced the first loss of someone who I actually mourned despire the fact I do not believe in it. Through my xanga I found my way to the path of my true self and...
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This has recieved a spectacular review.
This past year has been probably the most turbulent of my entire life. I experienced the first loss of someone who I actually mourned despire the fact I do not believe in it. Through my xanga I found my way to the path of my true self and...
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laceyk:
It made me laugh!
sparkles4u:
You are so deep...wow...what a heart you have...when you find the woman you end up marrying she will be one of the luckiest girls alive.
~Sparkles
~Sparkles
http://www.myspace.com/luxdivon
Go to this site, listen to her music. It is her first songs and I think that everyone should go and listen to it. She is extraordinarily beautiful in every way that one can be. She has been so kind as to share the beauty of her sexuality which has not been respected. She is an artist who is very talented. I am deeply...
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Go to this site, listen to her music. It is her first songs and I think that everyone should go and listen to it. She is extraordinarily beautiful in every way that one can be. She has been so kind as to share the beauty of her sexuality which has not been respected. She is an artist who is very talented. I am deeply...
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atalanta:
You're crazy! Also Jesus sounds like a wild one. I wonder if he could handle me. Probably not.
shicawgo:
I desperately want to read your journal but my eyes are twisting and I need to go crawl into bed. I want to read your big long one from before too...Ha..big long journal ..to be clear...so i'll be back in the morning
will you be my friend? please? see, I'm polite, how can you say no and break my heart?
xoxo
will you be my friend? please? see, I'm polite, how can you say no and break my heart?
xoxo
I really always have so much to say. Their is so much in my head. So much inside me. I wish I could share it all. I really need someone to follow me around all day while I talk and record it or to just listen and tell me if it makes sense. I know of maybe a person or two who wouldn't mind that....
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starisea:
Nice. Living up to interesing potentials is very admirable.
My cats are kaya and rasil. Kaya is smart and adorable. Rasil is stupid and worships the ground I walk on. They both destroy the furniture, and rasil barfs a lot.
I love the vision of you whispering in all the goddesses ears. (i.e. your words to Luxdivon and soooo many others)
Have you ever read the Lucifer comics? I just finished volume 10. Such writing! Mmmmmmm . . .
Living up to interesing potentials is very admirable.
My cats are kaya and rasil. Kaya is smart and adorable. Rasil is stupid and worships the ground I walk on. They both destroy the furniture, and rasil barfs a lot.
I love the vision of you whispering in all the goddesses ears. (i.e. your words to Luxdivon and soooo many others)
Have you ever read the Lucifer comics? I just finished volume 10. Such writing! Mmmmmmm . . .
I had something brewing in my head but I guess it is not ripe yet.
I had some one tell me I am pretty to my face and go on to some extent about my attractiveness. I have heard sexy at various times. Some women on another site told me I was beautiful and one asked me if I was a model. I have never...
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I had some one tell me I am pretty to my face and go on to some extent about my attractiveness. I have heard sexy at various times. Some women on another site told me I was beautiful and one asked me if I was a model. I have never...
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atalanta:
I am not settling. We both know what I truely deserve, and now I have it.
nymphetamine:
wow. It seems you've plenty of women on your hands as is. You don't need to waste time on me. In any case, you're a lovely creature... a little stubborn, but that isn't truly a flaw. As for my journal, calm down because it was only a movie quote.