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I was driving into work monday morning and I just burst into tears. It was quite all of the sudden and lasted quite a while. I don't know maybe 10-20 minutes. It was for a variety of reasons. It just caught me off guard. Last week I was on vacation and spent a lot of time alone thinking about things. Thinking about my life over the past year, recent events, and the future. I cannot even begin to describe what I have been like lately.

Saturday I went to my mothers for corned beef. My sisters were there. My youngest sister had her husband and child. The little guy found true love in corned beef. Eventually after eating the two servings his mother gave him and some off of cassie my other sister's plate, he found a chair to sit at the serving dish. He then began to pick at the meat while we just giggled. His head was shaved and he was covered in purple marker. He decided to rub vap-o-rub into his hair. my sisters had to cut it out. He screamed and cried the whole time and then said thank you when it was all over. As far as the marker I guess he was left to play in his play house. he could get into more trouble than my sister suspected. He is very smart, alert and curious. He is quite eccentric as well. Very over dramatic. He takes after my sister a lot. I am glad. She deserves it. Although my mother imagines that the offspring that I will have and those that my other sister will have would likely be worse. considering my sister and her colorful personality aspects i cannot actually disagree at all. Although my mother has many times suggested that the sort of children I would have would be some sort of hellspawn. I can say that with the sort of woman that I would hope might grace me with the honor of procreation, such offspring would be unique. I would hope and I believe they would surpass me and their mother in every way.

I will amend this later.