Ok, I give in; I can't get the thing I wanted to post on here to work. Boo 
It was a comic strip that I made using a comic application on my Mac, its ace as well!
Anyway, I'm due for a proper update aren't I?!?
If you can't be arsed read the steam of consciousness that is about to spew out of my head, skip this next paragraph!
Matt and I have been split up for about 6 weeks now and I think I'm just bout coming to terms with it. It has been mega hard after 5 and a half years but just going out with my friends and having some fun is definitely helping! I've been feeling very up and down, the beginning of last week was about the worst I have been, was just crying all of the time and generally thinking my life was shit and going nowhere... but... then I went out on Friday and met a pretty young boy who was actually interested in me! I went on a date with him on Monday, I felt about 18 again! We went to Pizza Hut, the cinema then on to a bar for a couple of drinks. It was a really good night, had a fab time sitting in a cool bar, listening to a good band playing covers from films like Dirty Dancing and making out with a VERY attractive boy, WAY too attractive to be interested in me in my opinion! But hey, he is, so I'm not going to argue! This happening has cheered me up no end, not particularly 'cos I want to spend forever with this new boy or anything, but just the sudden realisation that the world has not come crashing down and my life is not over. There are other people who will be interested in me in the future and even someone who wants to have some fun with me now! I'm still not over Matt, am still a long way off that I think, that's why I just want to go have some fun and see what's out there. Saying that though, I am seeing James (the new boy) again this weekend, am going to enlighten him into the world of excellent films as it seems he has only seen about 3 in his whole life! True Romance to start with, best. film. ever! We have both said that we don't want a relationship or anything, and that we just want to have some fun together. Am not sure how to work that though! I'm used to being with someone and that's it. This casual thing will take some getting used to, according to my astrology guru at work, that's because I'm Cancer, he says we can't do things by halves, it's either all or nothing! Not sure I believe all that but it does explain a lot!
So now I'm feeling a bit better about things am can actually say that I feel happy for the first time in ages! I'm sure I'll come crashing down to earth soon enough but am enjoying it while it lasts!
So what else have I been doing with my life erm not much just working! Have dyed my hair again so am very red again ? Oh yeah! I went shopping today because all of the trousers I own don't fit me right since I've been losing weight. I have bought 2 pairs of jeans! Am soooo happy with that 'cos I only ever usually buy jeans from Primark 'cos I know they will fit, but today I got a pair from Dorothy Perkins and New Look! Proper girl shops and everything! I had to get a size bigger than I wanted because I'm at that awkward in-between sizes phase, but never mind, I think they look quite good, I hope they do anyway! They actually fit my legs and bum! I also bought the new Pigeon Detectives album too 'cos I really love their new song, hope the album is as good! Am still loving my new headphones, I don't get much chance to listen to them though but they make me happy when I do
(i did just try to post a pic of me with my headphones on but I can't do it because my Mac doesn't let me right click and imageshack.us is being all kinds of slow... will post it another day... hopefully!)
I think that's about it actually, what you lot been up to people?
It was a comic strip that I made using a comic application on my Mac, its ace as well!
Anyway, I'm due for a proper update aren't I?!?
If you can't be arsed read the steam of consciousness that is about to spew out of my head, skip this next paragraph!
Matt and I have been split up for about 6 weeks now and I think I'm just bout coming to terms with it. It has been mega hard after 5 and a half years but just going out with my friends and having some fun is definitely helping! I've been feeling very up and down, the beginning of last week was about the worst I have been, was just crying all of the time and generally thinking my life was shit and going nowhere... but... then I went out on Friday and met a pretty young boy who was actually interested in me! I went on a date with him on Monday, I felt about 18 again! We went to Pizza Hut, the cinema then on to a bar for a couple of drinks. It was a really good night, had a fab time sitting in a cool bar, listening to a good band playing covers from films like Dirty Dancing and making out with a VERY attractive boy, WAY too attractive to be interested in me in my opinion! But hey, he is, so I'm not going to argue! This happening has cheered me up no end, not particularly 'cos I want to spend forever with this new boy or anything, but just the sudden realisation that the world has not come crashing down and my life is not over. There are other people who will be interested in me in the future and even someone who wants to have some fun with me now! I'm still not over Matt, am still a long way off that I think, that's why I just want to go have some fun and see what's out there. Saying that though, I am seeing James (the new boy) again this weekend, am going to enlighten him into the world of excellent films as it seems he has only seen about 3 in his whole life! True Romance to start with, best. film. ever! We have both said that we don't want a relationship or anything, and that we just want to have some fun together. Am not sure how to work that though! I'm used to being with someone and that's it. This casual thing will take some getting used to, according to my astrology guru at work, that's because I'm Cancer, he says we can't do things by halves, it's either all or nothing! Not sure I believe all that but it does explain a lot!
So now I'm feeling a bit better about things am can actually say that I feel happy for the first time in ages! I'm sure I'll come crashing down to earth soon enough but am enjoying it while it lasts!
So what else have I been doing with my life erm not much just working! Have dyed my hair again so am very red again ? Oh yeah! I went shopping today because all of the trousers I own don't fit me right since I've been losing weight. I have bought 2 pairs of jeans! Am soooo happy with that 'cos I only ever usually buy jeans from Primark 'cos I know they will fit, but today I got a pair from Dorothy Perkins and New Look! Proper girl shops and everything! I had to get a size bigger than I wanted because I'm at that awkward in-between sizes phase, but never mind, I think they look quite good, I hope they do anyway! They actually fit my legs and bum! I also bought the new Pigeon Detectives album too 'cos I really love their new song, hope the album is as good! Am still loving my new headphones, I don't get much chance to listen to them though but they make me happy when I do
(i did just try to post a pic of me with my headphones on but I can't do it because my Mac doesn't let me right click and imageshack.us is being all kinds of slow... will post it another day... hopefully!)
I think that's about it actually, what you lot been up to people?
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I do feel quite naughty for eating meat, it's all or nothing with me on this matter, I can't dip my toe in like that
Hehe the first night I spent with my ex I threw up cherryade-vodka down the side of her bed
Hope you're well