It's 6am. I'm awake and bored. I hate the fact that I have insomnia simply because my mind is always going at a million miles an hour.
Sometimes I just want to scream for everything in my head to just shut up so I can have a moment's peace. But I know it won't listen.
The only time this stopped was when I was in Hawaii. I can't wait to get my ass moved over there. Then maybe I can at least get a descent night's sleep.
Or if I can't, at least I can look out the window and see something prettier than the neighbor's house.
Sometimes I just want to scream for everything in my head to just shut up so I can have a moment's peace. But I know it won't listen.
The only time this stopped was when I was in Hawaii. I can't wait to get my ass moved over there. Then maybe I can at least get a descent night's sleep.
Or if I can't, at least I can look out the window and see something prettier than the neighbor's house.
I'm actually thinking of trying to be a SG, but like you I'm a bit camera shy. But I'd be okay I think if I had the right photographer (a good friend of mine has offered - well three have offered but two of them are guys looking for an excuse to get me naked). I think my problem is that I know I'm not very photogenic. The pic in my profile does me no justice, I'm actually much cuter than that - but for some reason I always come off looking weird in pictures.
Anyway, I'm done ranting. For now anyway.