Wednesday Dec 31, 2003

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Happy New Year SGAZ....

mine sucked how was yours?

blackeyed
annamei:
good times, glad i skipped the block party & opted for the house party with friends, i brought my brother along and he was a large source of entertainment.

Monday Dec 29, 2003

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Try and try, as he may he just wouldnt see
That his love for her was never meant to be

Each day hed dream of holding her sweet face in the palm of his hand
Of running away with her to the shores of distant lands

Of the day that her eyes would meet the gaze of his
Overflowing the amount of passion that would...
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polaris:
have to find a new solution to friggid house then.

i don't share my alcohol with anyone. objects included.
annamei:
wow i feel like we are living the same experiences through vicarious situations. it sucks.

Friday Dec 19, 2003

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I have a hard time trying to figure out what to do, it kills me to be with her knowing that she wants nothing more than to be friends. Part of me wants to never see her again so the pain will stop. The other part of me wants to be there waiting for the day that she may see me differently, praying that day...
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annamei:
i'd like to say "do ____ and it will make things easier" but it would be a lie. trust me time does make it a little better but its still hard. i miss my ex and he was a total jackass. i say surround yourself with positive people and try to stay busy. hope to see you tomorrow at the xxx-mas party if we both make it smile
polaris:
looks like you and i are in the same situation..

Saturday Dec 13, 2003

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blahhhh... puke
polaris:
sick? ew. biggrin

Friday Dec 12, 2003

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i have been around the block a few times...

i have experienced love...i have experienced loss...

tonight though was pretty bad....i wonder sometimes why it is that i desire most what i will never have...

i have seen war torn countries...seen people that have nothing yet are happy and i wonder why it is that i am not truly happy and i have alot in...
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annamei:
aww you are very welcome. i think we have much in common wink

Thursday Dec 11, 2003

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hmm...seems that a ton of people are getting sick these days...luckly i have not as of yet...but my luck will change and the thing that really blows is that i can't call in sick...
polaris:
i just need another human to keep me company. i've been talking to my animals all day. i'm feeling very... alienated...

i have to pull an arm and a leg to call in sick as well. and after i called in today i have the feeling i'm doomed to work the rest of the weekend.
jmand2:
Yup, everbody's getting sick. Hopefully we'll all be better for the SGAZ Christmess party though. Speaking of which, if you are interested in joining us, it's at my house 12/20. All the info is up on the SGAZ group section.

Wednesday Dec 10, 2003

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the "highlife"

have you ever realized that sometimes you are quite nieve about something...

i had never heard of highlife (expect the commericals) or i guess to the point that highlife was...for lack of a better term a ghetto beer.....i guess i must have been living under a rock...

the fact that it is cheap didn't clue me in...

the fact that people look at...
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thrasher:
I only go to bars that serve the High Life
downingolsen:
i always hated miller products...always seemed to get headaches from them...

that was before the intoxication state

Tuesday Dec 09, 2003

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sunday i went with some friends and saw Trans Siberian Orchestra. it was one hell of a show and i will recommend them to anyone...still not writing enough here...i guess that makes me a lurker...
polaris:
hi lurker

Monday Nov 10, 2003

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if everyone in the world did what they had a passion for....

rather than what they might have settled for...

would that throw the world into chaos...

or would the world become more balanced...

Friday Nov 07, 2003

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I always sit here and stare at the screen wonder what the 'ell I am going to write in this here Journal that is whitty, smart, funny etc. What expansive thought will give someone the need to leave a lone comment. well this is not it....

I was thinking just now that I am not living my live to my full ability...I am a creative...
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franandzooey:
Monday's lookin' good?! Oh, no! Just kidding. I don't really have much against mondays. What is involved in Spaghetti and Spades?

I am kind of an introvert myself in person, but in the written word my real side comes out! kind of strange. So how are things in Phoenix? What is it like?
downingolsen:
monday is good in the sence that sunday is finally over...

Spaghetti and Spades involves Spaghetti with fresh Meatballs and sauce made myself and a game of spades with friends wink

I am the same when I write I tend to live through my characters...the really come alive...

Monday Oct 27, 2003

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well another weekend has come and gone...next weekend I am going to Karchner Caverns which will actually be fun I guess...oh and isn't Halloween this friday or something...well I can't remember the last time that I dressed up or even cared that Halloween came around...later smile

Wednesday Oct 22, 2003

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once upon a time in life there was happiness....now only the darkness brings the light....tears the only fuel for the heart to keep beating...hope providing the only desire to go on....

I have come to find in my life at least that I am all to often disappointed...either in myself at times...but more often than not in the people around me that are supposed to...
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