downingolsen

once upon a time in life there was happiness....now only the darkness brings the light....tears the only fuel for the heart to keep beating...hope providing the only desire to go on....

I have come to find in my life at least that I am all to often disappointed...either in myself at times...but more often than not in the people around me that are supposed to be my friends...

I find it real easy to express some of my deepest thoughts on here...for a couple of reason...no one that I know will see it...and nobody else reads what I write...
I guess that it is kind of like writing a Poem that is the best one that you have ever done that opens a door to your inner most thoughts, desires, hopes and fears and everyone that reads it doesn't understand it.

later....