downingolsen

i have been around the block a few times...

i have experienced love...i have experienced loss...

tonight though was pretty bad....i wonder sometimes why it is that i desire most what i will never have...

i have seen war torn countries...seen people that have nothing yet are happy and i wonder why it is that i am not truly happy and i have alot in my life...

you all have been there...that one person that you desire but they don't feel the smae way but yet you still hang around them...i guess that i am a glutin for punishment...

i guess in the long run it is good...it helps my poetry...

on another note thanks a_to_the_f for being my first friend...

|note| don't try to write when you are half drunk...