No hangover! 
Thats why vodka is my friend, it takes so little to make me drunk that its not enough to make me sick.
I think I'm going to sacrifice my white girl skin to the greater good of "I need the smell of the ocean. I need it's noises in my ears". I hate the way it sounds but going to the beach yesterday...
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Thats why vodka is my friend, it takes so little to make me drunk that its not enough to make me sick.
I think I'm going to sacrifice my white girl skin to the greater good of "I need the smell of the ocean. I need it's noises in my ears". I hate the way it sounds but going to the beach yesterday...
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vader_____:
if you click on the tab up there that says news it shows you the newswire, I was checking the hookups page to see if anyone I knew had a birthday & saw your random profile, if I remember it mentioned you were some kind of a writer, you should at least check out the news group here at SG 
abracapocus:
You've got to appreciate/value your alone time. It's the only way to sort out those thoughts. I guess SB isn't all bad 
no more writer's block?
no more writer's block?
im drunk. i never drink and i hate the feeling. but i had a rad day. i went to the beach alone and just layed there for like 6 hours. i needed to do nothing.now i need to sleep but im spiiiining. fuck, this is why i dont drink. 
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occam:
No sex in 2-weeks eh? Sounds a lot like my marriage except double that time....and I was about your age at the time....good riddance.
If I didn't have to work I don't think I'd ever see the light of day. I've gotten pretty good at altering my sleep schedule over the years so that it doesn't take me long to get back in work mode.
If I didn't have to work I don't think I'd ever see the light of day. I've gotten pretty good at altering my sleep schedule over the years so that it doesn't take me long to get back in work mode.
occam:
Ah...drunk amnesia. I woke up once with lipstick on and stories that I was in a hot-tub eating dog biscuits once.....I've never had that much to drink since then
Let's see....I met my ex when I was 19...we were married in I was 21 and divorced at 24. It's been 6 years, she moved away the second we broke up....actually she basically ran off with a guy from work, got pregnant a month later and I've only seen her twice since then. It was good that she left....we both wanted out but I was feeling a bit too stuck to do anything about it. After that I took a year off (or a year too me off) of dating then found somebody else that I dated for about 4 years 'til the wheels fell off that one. Now it's been another year or so and I'm starting to get a little antsy about dating. I want to find somebody but I'm starting to get a case of the "there's nobody out there that can possibly cope with all of my quirks" mentality. I'm a total long term relationship guy....I'm not big on serial dating...it's just not me.
So you sent naked pics of yourself to a friend...can't say that I've ever done that. I think there was only one naked pic of me ever taken and for some reason I still have that somewhere. I'm not big of having my picture taken. I'm sure you can play it off as a "had too much to drink" moment and be none the worse for wear.
Let's see....I met my ex when I was 19...we were married in I was 21 and divorced at 24. It's been 6 years, she moved away the second we broke up....actually she basically ran off with a guy from work, got pregnant a month later and I've only seen her twice since then. It was good that she left....we both wanted out but I was feeling a bit too stuck to do anything about it. After that I took a year off (or a year too me off) of dating then found somebody else that I dated for about 4 years 'til the wheels fell off that one. Now it's been another year or so and I'm starting to get a little antsy about dating. I want to find somebody but I'm starting to get a case of the "there's nobody out there that can possibly cope with all of my quirks" mentality. I'm a total long term relationship guy....I'm not big on serial dating...it's just not me.
So you sent naked pics of yourself to a friend...can't say that I've ever done that. I think there was only one naked pic of me ever taken and for some reason I still have that somewhere. I'm not big of having my picture taken. I'm sure you can play it off as a "had too much to drink" moment and be none the worse for wear.
so, apparently, in my emo-ness i have given the impression that i am the kid that kicks rocks by the fence at recess. it's not that i don't have any friends, im just in a new place away from everyone. who needs friends anyway, i fucking rule.
ratbugdave:
oh....ok........sorry..........
delusion:
im drunk 
the seagulls woke me up at 7 this morning, but i could only stay pissed for about 5 seconds before i realized that being woken up by seagulls just means that i live at the beach. its a beautiful day, too. i heart cali.
ratbugdave:
sometimes not having any friends means you cant get hurt.....
writers block is slowly driving me insane & it's a ridiculously gorgeous morning so i'm going to walk over to the beach & hope to find inspiration there. or at the very least, get rid of my vaguely gothic pallor so i can pretend i did something exciting/exotic over spring break.....
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vader_____:
you should try contributing to the SG Newswire
occam:
Lately the only things I've been inspired to write are a bit beyond my technical abilities...which is sometimes a really good way to expand your abilities but I bit off more than I can chew. Sometimes it comes so easy that you wonder how you ever got so stuck in the first place....at other times you wonder how you ever wrote anything to begin with. So for now I'm just walking away and letting things be....next time I pick up my guitar to write I'm just not going to think about it and noodle around and see where it goes.
i clutch shards of shattered promises,
your shameless prose,
you used to slice pale skin from unsuspecting bones.
(voyueristic) prying into my veins,
red blood (your hands),
color your shame.
embers glow on a bed of ashes,
bridges burned by careless matches,
tossed over upheld shoulders.
you never turned around to watch while you destroyed.
everything that we created,
all desires gone unsatiated,
you tortured...
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your shameless prose,
you used to slice pale skin from unsuspecting bones.
(voyueristic) prying into my veins,
red blood (your hands),
color your shame.
embers glow on a bed of ashes,
bridges burned by careless matches,
tossed over upheld shoulders.
you never turned around to watch while you destroyed.
everything that we created,
all desires gone unsatiated,
you tortured...
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occam:
You listed gangstarr as one of your favorite bands...when I was in high school (dating myself here) a friend of mine refused to let me play them in his car not because he didn't like them (though he really didn't, they were too jazzy for him) but because ever time I did, something bad would happen to him, the biggest one being his car getting towed and the blowing a tired immediately after leaving the impound lot
Also...that is easliy the best "fantasy" (in your profile) I've read on here.
Also...that is easliy the best "fantasy" (in your profile) I've read on here.
i am so technologically illiterate. my pic is all stretched. its strange that i am writing this cause i never talk to anyone here. i have no friends. ha ha. i almost don't even want friends just because that little box so amuses me.
maurauder:
Yeah! you made a journal. I was afraid you weren't and I would have no way to write back and then you would tink I was ignoring you and and and. whew!
Anyway, welcome to the public profile . You gotta check out the boards and be vocal there to make friends - beware of Current Events - they're vicious and well informed. Its fun.
Your answer to Fantasy - is that song lyrics or did you write it or what? It's really beautiful.
See you tomorrow. PS - is looking not like me in all my pics a good thing or a bad thing?
Anyway, welcome to the public profile
. You gotta check out the boards and be vocal there to make friends - beware of Current Events - they're vicious and well informed. Its fun.
Your answer to Fantasy - is that song lyrics or did you write it or what? It's really beautiful.
See you tomorrow. PS - is looking not like me in all my pics a good thing or a bad thing?
I like the new pics...on the "new tan one"...you get a little low there....you'll lose your G-rating
So...uh, who is this "my girlie"? Hook me up
I used to live vaguely (not really) in that area...I lived in San Luis Obispo for a about 9months a few years ago...I liked the scenery but couldn't stand the college crowd and that 99% of the population was born-again.
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