things i like: the way i can hear the ocean from my bed, when my middle finger gets dented from writing, robots, acoustic guitars on the beach at night, going somewhere else, the way i still love him & brooches.
things i could do without: the creepy skin on kidney beans, radiation, living in a rowdy college town, having crushes on straight girls, academia, random...
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maurauder:
Yay! See you tomorrow then! 
kestrel:
How far is Santa Barbara from LA?
In my mind, it's all really close together, but that may not be the truth. I'm hitting LA in March, and was curious if you'll be in SGLA event attendance. You definitely should be.
In my mind, it's all really close together, but that may not be the truth. I'm hitting LA in March, and was curious if you'll be in SGLA event attendance. You definitely should be.
i went to the beach. i went to the zoo yesterday. i'm so high. oreo makes double stuf twists now and the cream in the oreo is half regular and half mint. it's like a mouth orgasm.
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giga_geo:
the best part of the sb zoo is the giraffe with the weird neck.
he is cute.
he is cute.
binary:
Wow, I really want to try those now. All the goodness of an oreo plus fresh breath? Yum!
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fenchurch:
So very very happy and flattered to hear it 
PS - You have no idea how happy I am you're around and about on the site again, by the way.
PS - You have no idea how happy I am you're around and about on the site again, by the way.
misnomer:
apostrophes, quotation marks, brackets..... yeah I like to scatter them freely
CAUTION: This hasn't even been read. I sat and I wrote it, on a napkin. I haven't had inspiration for weeks and then I wrote this. Saved for posterity.
Today, when the ocean and the California salt air were perfect, he played his guitar and I did handstands, leaned my heels into the door. We were alive. I looked at him and laughed and the...
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Today, when the ocean and the California salt air were perfect, he played his guitar and I did handstands, leaned my heels into the door. We were alive. I looked at him and laughed and the...
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capitalistfig:
Hey J-money! Are you going tomorrow night? Holla back yo!
whirlyknives:
nice.
Today, I got a jury summons for the same courthouse and same week as Micheal Jackson's upcoming case. I would have done it anyway just because it sounds like an interesting life experience. But, oh man, if I serve on the MJ case, I will be fascinated. Who can say that they have seen Micheal Jackson's penis or heard all his most intimate secrets. 
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rin:
you can keep mj's weenie to yourself, thank you very much.
rin:
i'd never cheat on you, babykins, except you are never online. so sometimes i worry that i made our relationship up.
tonight was pink skies and pretty percocet and pain and remember when?. and i do, but he knows that. he is blonde and blue and he is colors and california is ornery tonight. the ocean whisper crashes and i forget why there were years i never called him.
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misnomer:
Hey
so 2 'new' profile pics in two days.... feeling restless? you OK?
so 2 'new' profile pics in two days.... feeling restless? you OK?
dizzy:
The return of my fav profile pic. 
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thewalkingdead:
Hey congratulations...its about 7 months for me and my lady as well...
...any news about the SB thread?
...any news about the SB thread?
smuffy:
I can't believe it's been that fucking long. makes me wonder what the fuck I did in that time. not much I gather. 
I read you were in hospital again.
my best wishes juliekins.
I read you were in hospital again.
my best wishes juliekins.
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niobe:
You are right, I did overreact. I am going through some stressful stuff and the littlest things are bothering me. I appoligize as well. I see you have me on ignore, I promise to not bother you anymore.
[Edited on Jan 16, 2005 10:11PM]
[Edited on Jan 16, 2005 10:11PM]
niobe:
Thank you that is a very sweet offer and of course truce. I know you meant no harm either, I know you meant to be funny, but I have just been fuming over the situation for three days now and I overreated. Again, I am sorry. 
If you haven't read my boy's journal lately, you may not know that I have been in the hospital for the past week. I had infected kidneys and a CT scan showed that I also had six new tumors. I had surgery on Wednesday and I'm now home and on the mend. As usual, pale_blue_eyes was by my side the whole time. I love him...
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kriss:
get to feeling better soon. Glad you got someone special.
kisses
KRISS
kisses
KRISS
fatdavid8:
Ooooof! Sorry to hear about your kidneys. Hope you're increasingly well henceforth.
If wishes were horses I'd have a ride out of here.
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creative_slacker:
Happy 1-05-05 Sweet cheeks I'm glad you're back... I saw you went anon and I about cried, NOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooo. but you're back, now come here and give me a kiss, damn it.
chris_sick:
where were you hiding?
I.
Im kind of like the ocean blue, I thought.
(but, then, everything reminds me of my ocean.)
Her salty skin, patiently, deflects
Shattering,
spectrums bleed pastel.
A heavy sun, slipping , reflects
sliding/ colliding under the horizon.
Violent/gentle likeblack noise
rewind
Fade to bright.
light/ fading
night.
II.
Im kind of like the ocean - faded, I thought.
(but, then, everything reminds me of...
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Im kind of like the ocean blue, I thought.
(but, then, everything reminds me of my ocean.)
Her salty skin, patiently, deflects
Shattering,
spectrums bleed pastel.
A heavy sun, slipping , reflects
sliding/ colliding under the horizon.
Violent/gentle likeblack noise
rewind
Fade to bright.
light/ fading
night.
II.
Im kind of like the ocean - faded, I thought.
(but, then, everything reminds me of...
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maurauder:
Happy New Year sweetie!
So, I'm buying my ticket tomorrow. Are you in or out? (please be in please be in please be in)
In, right???!
So, I'm buying my ticket tomorrow. Are you in or out? (please be in please be in please be in)
In, right???!
bobdylan5:
I really like your poem. It's very beautiful.
things i don't like: exboyfriend and his dumb friends