delusion

Not to worry, i don't find you uncouth, as a matter of fact i find your wit and honesty to be quite refreshing.

Yeah, the stuff with my brother is/was really funny. I laughed at a lot of it at the time and still do. For example, when the police and emergency workers arrived they pulled him down onto the driveway and level ground and attempted in a half hearted fashion to cover his shame with a thin sheet but in reality all it did was cover everything but his ass so there he was, ass in the air, with a gentle rain soaking the sheet. That and when my wife tried to apologize to the old woman for having to see his penis the old lady replied, "oh honey, that's okay, i've seen them before."

It sounds as if you and i have a little in common, i have also been a speed addict as well as being addicted to weed, booze, coke, pills, and basically anything you would put in my face. I almost died a number of times because of my way of life at the time and watched friends die because of the same lifestyle.

I really enjoy these few times that you and i have talked, I would like to add you to my friends list so we can continue to do so. If that's cool with you.

-Josh

sorry! and also, Im drunk right now! haha! I meant to email you - every friday night my friends come over to my house and we *play* *drink* *talk* whatever...usually a game of trivial pursuit and lotsa booze. Anyway, Im inviting you. If your interested email me (under my profile pic it says 'contact' - this leadds to email). Ill email you back directions to me casa.

If you dont mind me asking, why the radiation? And if you do mind me asking, I totally understand and just ignore this portion of the comment.

Byarg! Gin! The test was today and it was hard! Oh, and gongratufuckinlations on the scholarship! You are amazing, I could tell that in the few times Ive spoken to you. Dont be nervous (yeah, right I know).

hmmmmmmmm. ramblerambleramble.

Hello. Actually, I'm handling the return to reality very badly. *shudders* I haven't applied to UCSB yet as I'm trying to finish off all of the ridiculous classes that I can take at CC relatively cheaper--that and I'm changing my major, so that doesn't help.

you sound pretty cool, i likethe same movies as you, well some anyway.

Your sister is a little red x?

Are you ready for tomorrow? Break went too fast. We should have hung out!

If my sister was coming to visit my I'd lock the doors and hide actually that applies to any member of my family other than my brother.

[Edited on Apr 04, 2004 12:34PM]

Shit. It's late in the week and I hope you and yer sis are havin' a blast!

Sometimes the best thing I can do to get out of my writers block is to see somebody else perform...a completely different experience than just listening to a record.

I like the new pics...on the "new tan one"...you get a little low there....you'll lose your G-rating

So...uh, who is this "my girlie"? Hook me up

I used to live vaguely (not really) in that area...I lived in San Luis Obispo for a about 9months a few years ago...I liked the scenery but couldn't stand the college crowd and that 99% of the population was born-again.

[Edited on Mar 31, 2004 7:23PM]

if you click on the tab up there that says news it shows you the newswire, I was checking the hookups page to see if anyone I knew had a birthday & saw your random profile, if I remember it mentioned you were some kind of a writer, you should at least check out the news group here at SG

You've got to appreciate/value your alone time. It's the only way to sort out those thoughts. I guess SB isn't all bad

no more writer's block?

No sex in 2-weeks eh? Sounds a lot like my marriage except double that time....and I was about your age at the time....good riddance.

If I didn't have to work I don't think I'd ever see the light of day. I've gotten pretty good at altering my sleep schedule over the years so that it doesn't take me long to get back in work mode.

Ah...drunk amnesia. I woke up once with lipstick on and stories that I was in a hot-tub eating dog biscuits once.....I've never had that much to drink since then

Let's see....I met my ex when I was 19...we were married in I was 21 and divorced at 24. It's been 6 years, she moved away the second we broke up....actually she basically ran off with a guy from work, got pregnant a month later and I've only seen her twice since then. It was good that she left....we both wanted out but I was feeling a bit too stuck to do anything about it. After that I took a year off (or a year too me off) of dating then found somebody else that I dated for about 4 years 'til the wheels fell off that one. Now it's been another year or so and I'm starting to get a little antsy about dating. I want to find somebody but I'm starting to get a case of the "there's nobody out there that can possibly cope with all of my quirks" mentality. I'm a total long term relationship guy....I'm not big on serial dating...it's just not me.

So you sent naked pics of yourself to a friend...can't say that I've ever done that. I think there was only one naked pic of me ever taken and for some reason I still have that somewhere. I'm not big of having my picture taken. I'm sure you can play it off as a "had too much to drink" moment and be none the worse for wear.

oh....ok........sorry..........

im drunk

sometimes not having any friends means you cant get hurt.....

you should try contributing to the SG Newswire

Lately the only things I've been inspired to write are a bit beyond my technical abilities...which is sometimes a really good way to expand your abilities but I bit off more than I can chew. Sometimes it comes so easy that you wonder how you ever got so stuck in the first place....at other times you wonder how you ever wrote anything to begin with. So for now I'm just walking away and letting things be....next time I pick up my guitar to write I'm just not going to think about it and noodle around and see where it goes.