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NEED NEW PICTORIAL IDEAS!!!!!!!! may go for badass stand up shower or whatnot but suggestions would be most epically appreciated!

the song BORN TO DIE by lana del rey, makes me wanna have sex against a tree during a storm... just sayin...

WANT TO GO TO BONNAROO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tis in the works but probably aint happening, im so ready to start back bartending! hopefully shall in next few weeks, tis truly a passion of mine!

going to an EXCISION concert in knoxville, then staying at my friends buddies frat house.... this shall be an evening of epicness and HOPEFULLY good behavior lmao! time to GO HARD IN THE PAINT SON!!!! the weight loss and body toning is going quite well and im figuring by march ill be comfortable enough with myself to get nakie for youse guys once again lmao

had perty good bday! GOT A CAKE SMASHED IN MY FACE!!! played drinking games in undies at 5 am as well! i think the excision tickets for knoxville tn ran out

been working out lika mofo, hopefully gonna get a lil tan soon lol, had epic weekend learned that my fear of heights with extreme! went snowboarding got off wrong lift by mistake accidently got off at top of mountain my friend thats a pro had to pull me down a 300 ft drop while i laid on my ass and braked with by digging board...
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sanity is yet a dream to me ,because when i awake the scars are still there, memories of when i was helpless, the damage too deep to repair, when i dream around this time of year its mostly about his cold hazel eyes, and how cold and worn his hands were across my face when he tried to muffle my cries, i still hear the...
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hmmm... if im semi-happy with my body perhaps yall can expect valentines day pin up

In flordia visiting family, nakedness soon!

bout to leave for my quarterly bipolar eval (yay?) lol then off to stay night with mum at lake house so ill only have a 15 min drive to funeral... not looking forward to it, but iwont ever forgive myself if i dont go, wont have internet til i get back love youse guys and thanks much for all the kind messages ill be just...
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im leaving for hometown tomorrow after my drs appointment, its gonna suck seeing someone so dear to me buried,,, after today this becomes reality. One thing that made me feel really good was as hard a time is his wife is having with his death is i made her laugh her ass off few minutes ago by telling her when him and i were kids...
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one of my best friends of 17 years just died a few hours ago and im stuck here alone with jim beam and silence of an empty house....... *im heart broken