There's always something you have to give up to get everything you want. It's probably a cliche but there is truth to it. Truth is the real key because you must be honest with yourself. Otherwise, how will you know what choices are better. If you examine your life, and actually reflect on what the fuck you want and what the fuck you...
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medusaw:
The only thing that helps is to start loving yourself. Don't be mad at others, because they lied - it's just a projection - you are angry with yourself for believing them, I guess. I wish you luck to get better and find something that makes you happy (and that can never be another person). When you walk on your path, happiness will give you company and don't forget, it's always darkest before the dawn :)