Saturday Jun 14, 2003

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good news!!

I'm getting a sore throat.

well not good news.

but it means I'm not really depressed--just sick.

smile

puke
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ratgirl:
that is an absolutely disgusting profile pic!!! eew!

yup, I can get you in nob hill... email me with your # and we'll arrange it.

are you sicky poo?
ratgirl:
hey, I'm going to bed now-- I'll check email in the mornng.
g'night!

Saturday Jun 14, 2003

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blah nevermind

I think I'm just PMS'ing



whatever
noelani:
NOOOO!!!! Get that f'in picture off there, NOW!! Sorry i didnt' call alsst night. i didn't check my journal until just now. we went out and met Jagerfairy at her work and then hung out for a bit. I'm all pierced11 yowza. no, actualy it wasn't that bad. I'm at Jagerfairy's house right now. i'll talk to you soon. I'll be home in 2 days!!!
requiem:
http://suicidegirls.com/groups/SGSF/journals/6524/

Build a dummy of youself and put it in palce at the restaurant before you head up here.

Saturday Jun 14, 2003

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I worry too much.




If this is how I'm gonna feel every time ... [censored] ... then I should probably just back out of it right now.

Thats what everybody else thinks I should do anyways.

frown
prudence:
oh, dave...i worry about you...

i have no idea what this is about, but if people ARE telling you you should back out, and it makes you feel bad every time, then maybe you should listen. often friends can see a situation more objectively, and can notice a potentially bad situation when you can't.

i'm going to email you my phone number, if you ever feel like talking sometime...
estrada:
I now remember why I started exchangin messages with you, the photo you are using again in your profile picture.

I jokingly asked if you were the brother of Giant Baba, you asked who that was, and I answered and you said there was a similarity.

You know the answer to your problem, it may not be what you want, it will hurt, but it will heal. Torturing yourself is no good, and if you continue to do so, you cannot enjoy all the great things you have to offer.

Saturday Jun 14, 2003

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ok new entry and this one not as depressing as the last two. feeling better.

I went without a nap and just played. I am late for work now and don't really care.

its a nice day and I'm gonna have fun tonight. hopefully I make some money or else I'll have to cancell all the fun.
koleeta:
how many journal entries did you make today?!!!! shit! anways YAY I found one that no one else did....well that no one else commented in anyways......


if you ever read this.....

the matrix has you!

Saturday Jun 14, 2003

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blah.

still feeling shitty. maybe even worse than last night.


I didn't get much sleep last night at all....... tossing and turning the whole time.

I just spotted a 48 notice that the power company sent me in the mail. I made the payment last night and it should clear by monday. but what if it doesn't? I would feel really shitty if the power...
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koleeta:
awww frown

but really I'm biggrin

oh my god that's frightening and hilarious....(the picture)

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coco:
GAH! That picture is fucking disgusting. Make it go away!!

I'm going to walk around the Mission and thrift...so nice outside! About tonight--sounds good to me. smile

Saturday Jun 14, 2003

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usually alcohal makes me have fun. but it is a depressant and tonight it just made me depressed.

I just wanna go to sleep. and I wish I didn't have to sleep alone.

in other news: I made a lot of money tonight. which is good. cus now I can pay my electricity bill. which is good cus if I didn't the power would be...
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pureblu12225:
*hug*
try to relax even though that may be hard
on a brighter note I might be comin up soon not exactly sure when but I know soon smile
prudence:
yes, it makes perfect sense.

and, the comment about how you thought i'd be bitchy really made me laugh!!! biggrin

you didn't have a profile pic of yourself up yet, and for some reason i pictured you as a big fat guywhatever

like i keep telling you, you're MUCH cuter than i thought you'd be!! kiss

Friday Jun 13, 2003

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This sunday I'm gonna go see jets to brazil. it wasn't my idea; I've never listened to them.

but a friend (the girl I went to SG prom with) wanted me to go with her.

so I get this email today from her comfirming that she got the tickets. it says:

"i bought the damn tickets, so you're fucking going. for one night you can...
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blueadara:
sorry, sorry, sorry... i got stuck at work... do you forgive me? did you make it through the night without me coming to annoy you? tell me next weeks schedule and i promise to really make a scene. i work in medicine and sometimes emergencys ruin my plans...
leftyscharm:
There pornstars in SGSF? I know that there are pornstars in SGSFV (SG San Fernando Valley)!......

Thursday Jun 12, 2003

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feeling better. who knows what the future will bring. its gonna all be ok.

in other news:

tonights gonna be fun. smile
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waiting for miffy........

I just watched nala's video. that girl is out of this world. I met her at prom but was too intimidated to say much to her. She really is amazingly beautiful in real life. I wonder if she remembers me?...
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koleeta:
*giggling*
I just saw a SG member named rivers_cuombover.
hee hee, I thought you'd find it funny. ok I guess not.
justlittleolme:
You hated me first.

Thursday Jun 12, 2003

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[this is one of those self-indulgent entries where I get all spacy and don't make a lot of sense. pease ignore the top part]

things are getting complicated....... I afraid that I'm not worth the trouble I've caused.

you need to decide how you want me to fit into your life. because this can't go on much longer.

the situation you've been in is probably...
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koleeta:
with a face like this mad how could they NOT put you on TV?

Oh man I saw the weezie in the LBC last year.....
best.
show.
ever.

seriously, I was soo happy for that hour and a half. EVERYONE in the arena was singing along and it was awsome! and the colors!! they had an amazing light and fog show. It was just like the opening page of their website. And I was so happy with the encore, they really know how to rock the house.

It really was the best concert I've ever been to. I bought a shirt from that show that I wear all the time....I don't know if you've ever seen it, it's red and has them as cartoons kinda Japanesey. I was a little sad that they didn't play Suzanne or Across the Sea, those were my two fav songs at that time (but they did play Only In Dreams so I guess I can forgive them.).

ok I'm done. finally.
noelani:
:smile: Sorry you're ina grouchy mood.
Cheer up emo kid.

Thursday Jun 12, 2003

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yee-ha!






ps: I might be on tv today.
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miffy:
I'm off for the day - call me!
koleeta:
well hee haw! I reckon it should be some good watchins.
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