oubliette:
Hooray!
I fucking hate this holiday season. Always have, always will... I'm turning into a scrooge. Fuck.
I start a new job in 9 hours.
I usually don't get these jitters but for some reason, I'm kinda freaking out right now.
Maybe its because I feel that taking a day job leaves me with little time to pursue entrepreneurial endeavors.
Shit... no maybes... that IS the reason why.
I just hope that I can balance my time to make things both happen.
I usually don't get these jitters but for some reason, I'm kinda freaking out right now.
Maybe its because I feel that taking a day job leaves me with little time to pursue entrepreneurial endeavors.
Shit... no maybes... that IS the reason why.
I just hope that I can balance my time to make things both happen.
elisabeth:
Nah, I never go out anymore. I work way too much and go to school as well.
Is there my doppelganger out there? Or is it more like she's MY doppelganger? My best friend tells me that a certain textured margarita place is very good. Parking is horrific around there, though.
Is there my doppelganger out there? Or is it more like she's MY doppelganger? My best friend tells me that a certain textured margarita place is very good. Parking is horrific around there, though.
I encountered a rather hysterically funny situation tonight.
After seeing my friends perform a stand-up at the Red Rock on Sunset, I decided I needed to go to the gym.
So, I'm in the back room where the abdominal machines are and I'm tucked away in the corner stretching. All of a sudden, someone rips ass so violently that I couldn't hold in my guffaw....
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After seeing my friends perform a stand-up at the Red Rock on Sunset, I decided I needed to go to the gym.
So, I'm in the back room where the abdominal machines are and I'm tucked away in the corner stretching. All of a sudden, someone rips ass so violently that I couldn't hold in my guffaw....
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Anyone out there? 
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humanfire:
My answer to the death question: death is scarier. I dont believe in anything religion wise so I dont believe that Ill see anything after death and everything will be over. The idea that I stop existing is scary to me. If I start to think about it, I'll get adrenaline shocks of fear. I also get nightmares of death and wake up in the middle of the night thinking of death. Having said that, I like death metal that sing about death, genocide, cannibalism, suicide, Satan, Satanic rituals. 
If I start to think about it, I'll get adrenaline shocks of fear. I also get nightmares of death and wake up in the middle of the night thinking of death. Having said that, I like death metal that sing about death, genocide, cannibalism, suicide, Satan, Satanic rituals. 
darkpoet:
Um... not too sure if I can say I like the death metal and the topics...
But as for death, I see your point.
But as for death, I see your point.
It just hit me that in the weeks to come, I'm going to attend 4 weddings of my friends. Yes, I'm happy for them... but it also puts my life into perspective.
Can anyone else relate to being the 9th wheel at friendly gatherings? Is anyone the guy who has to sometimes ride the rides at Disneyland alone because it only accomodates pairs? I'm getting...
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Can anyone else relate to being the 9th wheel at friendly gatherings? Is anyone the guy who has to sometimes ride the rides at Disneyland alone because it only accomodates pairs? I'm getting...
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darkpoet:
Make that 5 weddings... got another invite today.
Okay... well... I just got inspired by a fabric show... so, let's see what comes from my mind. Kickass.
Today I did quite a lot of driving... which, unfortunately, cost me a shitload of cash but I do most of my best thinking on the road.
I often wonder about existence. This could be my existence, the existence of others, and oftentimes why some people cease to exist. I find that life can easily fall into the bland, drab, routine that tends to be...
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I often wonder about existence. This could be my existence, the existence of others, and oftentimes why some people cease to exist. I find that life can easily fall into the bland, drab, routine that tends to be...
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I think Cold Stone Creamery is evil...
I think... no... I feel? ..... Well, I guess I feel. It's funny how feelings can ultimately be misconstrued as weakness. I think Donne said it best "Any man's death diminishes me." Death, in this case (and of course, in my humble opinion) is any type of loss or ill-fated event that so plagues my fellow man. Is this type of empathic tendency a precursor...
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fatality:
Hello there