It's springtime and I think about how much the ending of Braveheart influences people who come from broken homes I suppose it is more normal now for children to grow up with divorced parents than It was when the older people were younger, I know I never really recovered. When I get a massage different parts of my body are with perceptions of how I...
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I've been feeling kinda down on myself recently and it makes me think about the plight of the soft-shelled crab, I used to work at this restaurant where we served them seasonally. It was interesting to learn to stick your finger up its rear pull its entire guts out and throw them in the trash, then deep fry the rest of it. It made me...
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alexislust:
The overall picture of the world is too huge for anyone living. Don't think about it. Focus on yourself, on what you can influence. Your thoughts, skills, knowledge, environment and your time. It's easy to be sad, you don't have to do anything to do it. It is difficult to be happy, you need to find reasons for this every day. I'm sorry if I misunderstood something ❤️
dance_zanky:
Thanks for your thoughts, you're wonderful.

I spent NYE home alone because was car was and still is broken corporate firestone should be getting around to fixing it. It's going to be a little expensive but that is the case with keeping old cars on the road and boy did hit some kind of bump a little too fast to break those rims ouch. I was low on groceries so I...
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It's weird dealing with both my parents being dead now. Motivation to take care of the basics seems to come through so I just find myself being thankful to survive to continue to serve which isn't very gratifying. My heart hurts a lot I get regular pops as I move about the day at home and it is worse at work, especially with the neck...
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skisby:
The holidays are the worst! 🍀 💪
dance_zanky:
Thanks for the empathy everyone, I generally like everyone I work with and I am only their part time so I have no right to complain its just amazing how out of shape I am. I think the full moon got to me a little but I am carrying forward better now.
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Yesterday was a good day I got to see two bands in our small artisan community town Kendall Street and Company was good so were the hollering Holligans.

I am amazed at how little alcohol tolerance I have now after being mostly sober. I only had two light drinks over five hours but woke up with a headache.

I have to count my blessings the...
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Do you know why they built the prisons? So the poor can have our very own gated communities.

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I missed the open house tattoo show, today, at the local parlor because I was too sleepy after going to my usual dance on Thursday nights the evening before. I have been playing maybe a little too much war hammer and trying to keep it moderated. I don't have enough money in my personal accounts to be a victim of credit scams.

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I am just another robotic pen in a weed and wine dealer collection the little models keep their piggy banks only to crush them into a million pieces when they die, I'm too old to be hurt falling for anyone who appears out of my league anymore, I realize the only reason my character hasn't been killed off is that I haven't written a will...
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Well, there is a-lot to be thankful for in the world, my beautiful artisan retreat space is an wonderful get away from the hustle of the city. Everyone at my new job is classy and its fun to part of a successful crew even if I usually just want to stay in the back and be a weird old goof ball. Life is never a...
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Oh my look at this castle.

https://www.msn.com/en-us/money/news/a-castle-is-up-for-sale-for-a-jaw-dropping-37-000-but-there-s-a-catch/ar-AA1c

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Easter Sunday is remembering that one time I hung out with rich kids/baseball from school and watched them all get Fatalities on me because I wasn't playing Mortal Combat Street Fighter at home because I was poor. There was a lot more history of Dungeons and Dragons in there we had some fun sometimes.

Easter Sunday is remembering that one time in high school when...
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gabrieli:
Happy Easter 🐰🖤 Wish you the best!
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Well, I have one more shift at the Italian restaurant in my hometown and then I am taking some time off to grieve my mother. She was a legendary bag of artichoke hearts and cherry tomatoes, we enjoyed working with democrats (even the deep-fried dogs) from our community in Appalachia. I am looking forward to Yoga Jam and Pink Moon those are both festivals one...
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