Thank you everyone who is following me. Thank you for your words, thoughts and prayers. You dont realize how much it means to me reading them and talking with you one on one (you know who you are). It honestly makes my day great when I get to log on and see your blogs, or pics, or sets you put up. The type of days...
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Its been a long night. I needed somewhere to write some thoughts and I know how supportive everyone in SG are with others and I could use a bit of pep after I get up again.

As most people know I am a medic out in the gas and oil patch in Canada. Been doing this job for 20+ years now as well as ex-military...
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canadianpolabear:
@matoushka thank you very much for your kind words. Today is better as I have accepted that although we try our hardest not all battles can be won. It comes with the responsibility we take on doing this job. But having people like yourself and my family and friends make it easier to keep going on and encourages me to keep on learning and bettering my skills to better help others :)  Pola
matoushka:
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Hey everyone!!

Thanks for stopping by. Been busy as all hell with work. Right now my rotations out on drilling rigs and service rigs is sitting between 30 to 50 days at a time with only 2 to 3 days at home. Most locations I have bare min of internet access but try to pop on here to see people, chat in groups and of...
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*note - this is nothing more than a bunch of mind clearing ramblings from one hell of a confused guy. This blog may offend some people and if it does I do sincerely apologize as this is NOT my intention*

i am confused ..... again

it is slowly starting to dawn on me that i have to keep my thoughts and opinions to myself or else i...
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Please excuse the ramblings in this post, I am not that good of a writer and putting thought to paper is new to me.

So I am a medic on a drilling rig right now. I have been a medic for going onto 20 years this year, been a fire-fighter for 4 before my triple by pass surgery ended that. Been a air/safety hand...
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I just wanted to say thank you to all that follow me. I know I dont say too much on here. To be honest I am quite scared to. Let me explain.....I have a hard time expressing myself on paper/screen that does not come across as sarcastic, or mean. I ask questions that seem insensitive, or are quite easily taken the wrong way...
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Hi Everyone,

I have 2 quick questions and please bare with me on this. Maybe because Im old I just dont understand the fascination of the nose ring that looks like a bull ring. Why do people put this on them? Personally I think it distracts from the beauty of the lady's face. I dont understand why anyone would have this piercing. Also what...
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chef:
They have them because they like them.  
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Prayers to the officers and members of the Dallas Police Department today. Truely a sad day :( Also thoughts and prayers to ALL Law Enforcement Members World Wide. Thank you for your services.

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Wow we are almost into August already!!! Funny how the year has changed and how I have changed over this year! Left my job at one company to go to another. A good new position for me. Pretty excited to head out there and see what Life will give me now.

Anyways just wanted to say this. Have a good one everyone!
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we are now 5 months into the year and i have to say its not turning out to be a better year than last year. maybe i am jaded in that everything i have tried has gone to crap on me and im not sure if ill ever get out of this hole im in.

but with that being said i am trying to move...
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you know, life is funny. I use to be on this site many years ago and was pretty active in blogs and comments and such. Then i went away. nothing bad or such in regards to this site i just kinda faded away for abit. I came back now and i still feel the special warmth i get each time i log on here and...
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