Everyone's been right, but I've just adjusted to it.
I kind of lost my center, and shifted all of my self towards the specific needs of others who are just as unstable.
I think the only right action is to center on myself, and realize that all these people are only in orbit and I can't really do anything for them. Can't lose sight of...
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I kind of lost my center, and shifted all of my self towards the specific needs of others who are just as unstable.
I think the only right action is to center on myself, and realize that all these people are only in orbit and I can't really do anything for them. Can't lose sight of...
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I crashed again today.
The worst breakdown in 4 or 5 months, and possibly since April or May of last year.
The person who had previously told me there was no such thing as an awkward person finally cracked and told me I was awkward, and it kind of clicked that I'm worthless and that I'm completely unsociable and that I probably should just never...
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The worst breakdown in 4 or 5 months, and possibly since April or May of last year.
The person who had previously told me there was no such thing as an awkward person finally cracked and told me I was awkward, and it kind of clicked that I'm worthless and that I'm completely unsociable and that I probably should just never...
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xalicex:
im completly unsociable....but.....its nothing to be ahsamed of. i know thats hard tgo believe if u really belive it is but trust me. i had years and years of being told by my family tha i was awkward...and not right....unsociable.....boring....lazy...i started to believe it....i know have a friend my best friend my fiance, and he has shown me that yes....i am flawed...yes i have people problems...but none of this means i am worthless....im just lacking in somehting that other people have.
youre the same by the sounds of it. youre not worthless, and you must leave the house......if u lock yourself up...it will make you worse.
i understand you are probably are feeling completely let down.....but try to realise that you are not beneath anybody just because of the way you are not
i know you dont know me....im alice....but if u wanna use my ears to dispense all your thoughts into....be my guest.
youre the same by the sounds of it. youre not worthless, and you must leave the house......if u lock yourself up...it will make you worse.
i understand you are probably are feeling completely let down.....but try to realise that you are not beneath anybody just because of the way you are not
i know you dont know me....im alice....but if u wanna use my ears to dispense all your thoughts into....be my guest.
There's this boy, and he vibrates way faster than he should. You see, he's pretty young, but he's still out of it. He's pretty sure he's completely missed out on life. He'd like to see the beauty in it, and to revel in just letting things be, but he can't. He'd like to say he's a buddhist, but he's not, because he can't escape change...
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cerephinna:
I had a breakdown over comparing my life to others.
My counsellor explained that its a futile exercise, as you dont have the life, feelings, experiences of other people - you have your feelings and experiences. Your emotions are just as valid as the next persons. A comparison of your life to others is not fair on the basis that you are not them.
I wish there was something I could say that was more profound. I'm sorry this is continuing for you. I only have a short insight into how this can feel.
Is there anyone you can talk to about this in person?
Lots of love x x x
My counsellor explained that its a futile exercise, as you dont have the life, feelings, experiences of other people - you have your feelings and experiences. Your emotions are just as valid as the next persons. A comparison of your life to others is not fair on the basis that you are not them.
I wish there was something I could say that was more profound. I'm sorry this is continuing for you. I only have a short insight into how this can feel.
Is there anyone you can talk to about this in person?
Lots of love x x x
I still feel pretty miserable. I was better for a weekish, but I spent alot of that weekish asleep in bed.
I get the feeling I'm staring down year three of stagnation, depression, and loneliness.
I get the feeling I'm staring down year three of stagnation, depression, and loneliness.
I feel like absolute shit.
canuhandlethis:
Well I hope you still don't feel like shit.... hope you feel better so that you can have a great New Year! 
I hate the holidays.
Stop rubbing it in that you're happy, and your life is going somewhere, and you're in love. I don't care.
I only care about myself. That's the only way I won't get attached.
Stop rubbing it in that you're happy, and your life is going somewhere, and you're in love. I don't care.
I only care about myself. That's the only way I won't get attached.
Stagnation.
Can't find a job, can't meet new people, can't do anything really.
I'm so tired of it. It's just an exagerated level of what's been going on in the background for two or three years now.
I want something exciting to happen, or something new.
Can't find a job, can't meet new people, can't do anything really.
I'm so tired of it. It's just an exagerated level of what's been going on in the background for two or three years now.
I want something exciting to happen, or something new.
Every defeat I see coming months in advance, but I'm still never ready.
Everyone has different customs, but it always feels like mine are the complete opposite of some standard formula.
Everyone has different customs, but it always feels like mine are the complete opposite of some standard formula.
I can't take it anymore.
Nothing's funny, nothing's sweet, nothing's kind.
The worst part is how unaffected I feel by it all. That'll blow over eventually, though. I'm not sure what I'll be able to do at that point.
Nothing's funny, nothing's sweet, nothing's kind.
The worst part is how unaffected I feel by it all. That'll blow over eventually, though. I'm not sure what I'll be able to do at that point.
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slackerinchief:
I'm an unemployed jerk too...ha ha...yeah... 
stay strong.
stay strong.
xxnecroxx:
Thats funny ;D
Okay, now for my sappiness.......Everyone has down points, just make sure you get through it and don't give in to it. And then you'll be happy once more.
Thats funny ;D
Okay, now for my sappiness.......Everyone has down points, just make sure you get through it and don't give in to it. And then you'll be happy once more.
This whole world drives me crazy...
I can't stand this season.
A lack of sunlight has made me incredibly tired, introverted, and completely unable to control my emotions.
I made so much progress into the Fall, and then I lost it all because I always feel exhausted and withdrawn.
A lack of sunlight has made me incredibly tired, introverted, and completely unable to control my emotions.
I made so much progress into the Fall, and then I lost it all because I always feel exhausted and withdrawn.
joesph90:
Move closer to the equator! 
ladylovelybrit:
feel better. 
I may start to feel better, but it only lasts a day or two at the most before I just collapse again. Sometimes I'm even so busy I don't worry, or even think about it.
But when I do, it comes right back. It's been crushing me for two years. January 15th, 2005 is the date I remember, when I just collapsed from it for...
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But when I do, it comes right back. It's been crushing me for two years. January 15th, 2005 is the date I remember, when I just collapsed from it for...
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naw naw.
sorry about that. lol no the reason I'm recommending that book is because its starts off as a chronicle or manual for how to pickup women(an area of expertise you've mentioned you're lacking in) but through the course of the book it becomes so much more than that. You learn so much about the author, yourself, and people in general. It can definitly help the socially awkward, or at least point them in the right direction to know where they can get help. You should look up neil strauss sometime if you don't already know who he is. His whole thing now isn't just about picking up women, its about improving yourself so that everyone, not just women will start to like you.
And hey, if nothing else it makes for a damn good read! Everyone I know whos read has nothing but good things to say about it. Give it a shot.