I crashed again today.
The worst breakdown in 4 or 5 months, and possibly since April or May of last year.
The person who had previously told me there was no such thing as an awkward person finally cracked and told me I was awkward, and it kind of clicked that I'm worthless and that I'm completely unsociable and that I probably should just never leave the house again.
She tried to take it back afterwards, but she's right. Then I realized that I haven't made any personal progress since the end of 2005, and I'm not sure that I can anymore. I'm pretty pathetic.
The worst breakdown in 4 or 5 months, and possibly since April or May of last year.
The person who had previously told me there was no such thing as an awkward person finally cracked and told me I was awkward, and it kind of clicked that I'm worthless and that I'm completely unsociable and that I probably should just never leave the house again.
She tried to take it back afterwards, but she's right. Then I realized that I haven't made any personal progress since the end of 2005, and I'm not sure that I can anymore. I'm pretty pathetic.
youre the same by the sounds of it. youre not worthless, and you must leave the house......if u lock yourself up...it will make you worse.
i understand you are probably are feeling completely let down.....but try to realise that you are not beneath anybody just because of the way you are not
i know you dont know me....im alice....but if u wanna use my ears to dispense all your thoughts into....be my guest.