this week is going to be weird, my sister and her boyfriend (yeah they got back together) are going to hawaii from saturday-saturday next. home alone. alone to think about things about myself
-i think i am fat
-i have a ton of patience for waiting
-except no patience for doing (new) things
-i am very subtly vein.
-my choices in people i accept into...
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-i think i am fat
-i have a ton of patience for waiting
-except no patience for doing (new) things
-i am very subtly vein.
-my choices in people i accept into...
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my mind is getting more and more harsh every day. it's like pruning the flowers and they grow more: i will tell myself not to worry anymore and i feel fine for half a day and then it creeps back even more. it's all i think about all day. little things like music or the radio will stray me for a while but nothing really...
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edit, well huh it's about 3 or so days later and they broke up today. he can be such a baby apparently he told her to pack the stuff he had here and leave it outside. he came and picked it up while she was gone.
i keep thinking today is friday, i missed Lost because of this goddammit. hopefully they replay it on saturday...
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i keep thinking today is friday, i missed Lost because of this goddammit. hopefully they replay it on saturday...
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wendy1:
happy birthday my dear
ps I read your previous entry and Im sure the girl youre talking about is very flattered by your compliments.
[Edited on Nov 28, 2004 2:44PM]
ps I read your previous entry and Im sure the girl youre talking about is very flattered by your compliments.
[Edited on Nov 28, 2004 2:44PM]
so i hung out with a girl on friday night/sat morning. christ it was like 5am, that was pretty crazy. she's very pretty and has a really good vibe about her and has a perfectly normal nose. another thing is how she spoke, it had a cool confidence behind it i found endearing. i probably was way too quiet as usual. hopefully it was because...
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so i was so totally filled to the brim with bitter on wednesday. after months of build up (one could even say years) it all came down to goddamn ohio. which isnt surprising, but really i am more bitter and angry at the so called evangelical voter who pretty much just took over the country, again. i bet they weren't led in at all by...
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wendy1:
Im lonely too
lonely people party!
ps-I didnt realize 'bittertrance' was you until just now, otherwise I would have answered you. Next time you IM me we shall chat.
edited to add the last bit
[Edited on Nov 19, 2004 3:08PM]
lonely people party!
ps-I didnt realize 'bittertrance' was you until just now, otherwise I would have answered you. Next time you IM me we shall chat.
edited to add the last bit
[Edited on Nov 19, 2004 3:08PM]
jesus tonight is stressful as fuck. right now it's 219-199. chirst please win ohio please win ohio. minnesota looks well. i really doubt florida unless some miracle happens.
tonight is too much to handle. the daily show was on live from 7-8, kings first game of the season was on, i really want to play grand theft auto and oh yeah the election coverage. and...
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tonight is too much to handle. the daily show was on live from 7-8, kings first game of the season was on, i really want to play grand theft auto and oh yeah the election coverage. and...
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i wish wendy would update, that's so greedy of me huh? i want to talk to her sometime, she seems very awesome. *end psycho babble*
weekend went by fast. that's what i get for playing gfa san andreas for about 16 total hours. nothing else really exciting happened.
went to a party saturday night downtown, some 'famous' sac djs were there. i saw billy lane...
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weekend went by fast. that's what i get for playing gfa san andreas for about 16 total hours. nothing else really exciting happened.
went to a party saturday night downtown, some 'famous' sac djs were there. i saw billy lane...
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got grand theft auto san andreas on wednesday. i left work at like 2 to go buy it at fry's (i went back to work though i am not that big of an idiot). everyone is saying it is fucking wicked, best game ever, and cumming all over it....so i will agree with those statements. i could see myself spending my life for the next...
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well the rest of the weekend was sad. i finally got out on saturday night, my friend invited me to this halloween party with a bunch of poeple form her cosmetology school. so i thought hey bitchin there'll be a lot of girls there,maybe i can practice actually talking to some. except i forgot that i have a hard time socializing. it's just a failure...
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wendy1:
well if you like when I update then I will definetly update. 
yeah ok i am kind of drunk now. i wasnt really until i had this asahi damn. its cold maybe i should shut my window or put on more clothing. i wish it was saturday night so i could go through football day. i really need to win that $2,000 in the knockout pool. i am like a nervous wreck on sunday mornings hoping my...
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greggster:
Damn your bitter....hehe
It is not just Sacramento though..Club scenes play out that same secenario in EVERY City.
Sad but true. The Press Club at one point played good shit and had a decnet crowd but then it got popular and those that you speak of took it over. but yeah....
Alcohol does seem to make it all less painful...provided it is not Coors light
By your entry and bitterness alone I am letting you into SGSAC....Now let's all go dancing
It is not just Sacramento though..Club scenes play out that same secenario in EVERY City.
Sad but true. The Press Club at one point played good shit and had a decnet crowd but then it got popular and those that you speak of took it over. but yeah....
Alcohol does seem to make it all less painful...provided it is not Coors light
By your entry and bitterness alone I am letting you into SGSAC....Now let's all go dancing
bittersuite102116:
yeah i guess i am pretty bitter, that's what people tell me.
i added you to my friends list, we shall party
i added you to my friends list, we shall party
well just walked to the store, its way more enjoyable with the ipod so i don't have to hear all the WIC people. got 1 bottle bacardi select rum, 1 bottle merlot, 1 6 pack Asahi japanese beer. i dotn usually dirnk beer but this stuff is way dry and i have been craving it. oh and got some no sugar fridge bake cookies and...
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why cant i just enjoy certain moments. like right now i feel so good becasue its raining and theres football and baseball game on and its dark outside there seems to be no worries....but theres that goddamned mentality in my head saying it doesnt matter because you have nothing going for you and in a few hours this will all be over and lost forever....
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