got grand theft auto san andreas on wednesday. i left work at like 2 to go buy it at fry's (i went back to work though i am not that big of an idiot). everyone is saying it is fucking wicked, best game ever, and cumming all over it....so i will agree with those statements. i could see myself spending my life for the next few months playing.
but hey i can afford that because all i do i go to work and, well nothing. i wish things were different but i have no idea on how to change it so if anyone has any ideas shoot me up with them.
friday, saturday, sunday, monday....4 more days until we pick the new leader? eh....puppet? nah....person who reads written speeches? maybe....that said i hope to god kerry wins. i already voted via absentee mail in ballot a couple weeks ago. too bad i live in california. to realize that the possible fate of a grip of people, countries, the world's economy, and my paychecks every two weeks rest on fuckheads in ohio and florida makes me just a tad ill.
the election has caused a little cloud at ork, nothing too bad but it's me, alex, and ed for kerry and everyone else for bush maybe about 8 of them. anyhow alex and i started talkign about how illogical the bush administration is with a lady there, who said she really disliked kerry and loves bush. im kinda more quiet about it and alex can really vocalize his facts better, it got alittle weird when she implied that brad pitt endorsing bush was stupid because he's an actor. i said 'well maybe he is just smart'. she just looked at me for a few seconds with a pensive/half angry look on her face until alex let her know it was a joke.
it's funny how uninformed people who support bush are. i dont blame them though i blame right wing radio, the people who made george bush a product (karl rove, karen hughes), and how one has to actually try to get news that actually is news (not network tv). of the arguments i have ehard lately in support of the fake macho cowboy: 'kerry looks like a horse, bush is a tough guy he just looks better', 'if kerry wouldnt have stopped us going to iraq we could have gone in a year earlier than we did' (this one made me both want to punch someone and have soda shoot out of my noce from the hilairty), 'if kerry wins i wont be able to afford all my employees because he will tax me to death' (form my boss i couldnt tell if this was in jest or not), 'bush is totally about security, we can worry about the environment later', 'i dont want an ambulance chaser as my vice president'. so yeah there goes the bush voter, with blinders on,chasing a bag of money on a stick, being whipped on the ass by the good ole right wing machine.
well anough about politics, more about me. memememememe
i've been really lonely lately, not the normal lonely though. it is like a yearning or something for someone i dont know. i think being alone and secluded for so long is starting to catch up with me. i normally wouldn't have a problem with that, but seeing as how i don't really talk to anyone or do much it's frustrating. i put myself in this situation , a while back making the decision that the friends i had were just there because they were habitual and they didn't stimulate me. this shit is turning me into an optimist because there's nothing else i can do but think to myself that something/someone good has to happen to me eventually.
but hey i can afford that because all i do i go to work and, well nothing. i wish things were different but i have no idea on how to change it so if anyone has any ideas shoot me up with them.
friday, saturday, sunday, monday....4 more days until we pick the new leader? eh....puppet? nah....person who reads written speeches? maybe....that said i hope to god kerry wins. i already voted via absentee mail in ballot a couple weeks ago. too bad i live in california. to realize that the possible fate of a grip of people, countries, the world's economy, and my paychecks every two weeks rest on fuckheads in ohio and florida makes me just a tad ill.
the election has caused a little cloud at ork, nothing too bad but it's me, alex, and ed for kerry and everyone else for bush maybe about 8 of them. anyhow alex and i started talkign about how illogical the bush administration is with a lady there, who said she really disliked kerry and loves bush. im kinda more quiet about it and alex can really vocalize his facts better, it got alittle weird when she implied that brad pitt endorsing bush was stupid because he's an actor. i said 'well maybe he is just smart'. she just looked at me for a few seconds with a pensive/half angry look on her face until alex let her know it was a joke.
it's funny how uninformed people who support bush are. i dont blame them though i blame right wing radio, the people who made george bush a product (karl rove, karen hughes), and how one has to actually try to get news that actually is news (not network tv). of the arguments i have ehard lately in support of the fake macho cowboy: 'kerry looks like a horse, bush is a tough guy he just looks better', 'if kerry wouldnt have stopped us going to iraq we could have gone in a year earlier than we did' (this one made me both want to punch someone and have soda shoot out of my noce from the hilairty), 'if kerry wins i wont be able to afford all my employees because he will tax me to death' (form my boss i couldnt tell if this was in jest or not), 'bush is totally about security, we can worry about the environment later', 'i dont want an ambulance chaser as my vice president'. so yeah there goes the bush voter, with blinders on,chasing a bag of money on a stick, being whipped on the ass by the good ole right wing machine.
well anough about politics, more about me. memememememe
i've been really lonely lately, not the normal lonely though. it is like a yearning or something for someone i dont know. i think being alone and secluded for so long is starting to catch up with me. i normally wouldn't have a problem with that, but seeing as how i don't really talk to anyone or do much it's frustrating. i put myself in this situation , a while back making the decision that the friends i had were just there because they were habitual and they didn't stimulate me. this shit is turning me into an optimist because there's nothing else i can do but think to myself that something/someone good has to happen to me eventually.