"Billy Pilgrim has come unstuck in time."
So began Kurt Vonnegut's amazing novel SlaughterHouse 5. You have NO idea how often I've felt like that. This morning I watched life in reverse. Beautiful day this is... beautiful like old photos. Beautiful like a fat scrape on your arm.
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckFUCKINGfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
Somehow I will pay my rent this month. Direct me to the nearest...
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So began Kurt Vonnegut's amazing novel SlaughterHouse 5. You have NO idea how often I've felt like that. This morning I watched life in reverse. Beautiful day this is... beautiful like old photos. Beautiful like a fat scrape on your arm.
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckFUCKINGfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
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Ok, so if you checked my last journal, Benni's journal, or the thread you know already, if not make clicky on le pirate below:
There it is.
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 0 - 0 1 2 3 4 5 4 3 2 1 0 - 0 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1
Here's the weirdness:
Dru...
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There it is.
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 0 - 0 1 2 3 4 5 4 3 2 1 0 - 0 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1
Here's the weirdness:
Dru...
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freedonia:
thanks, billy ... i'll miss you, too. your shit cracks me up.
1aura1:
Your welcome and your so cool you got to live my dream of taking an SG's pics. Maybe If I ever get the chance you can give me some pointers 
I look like this right now: 
. If you would like to know why, touch the pirate. Click it even. Lust after it even, but whatever you do, don't eat the pirate. Below:
YES. I TOOK THOSE PICTURES AND IT MAKES ME VERY VERY HAPPY. YES. LIKE THIS:
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One of those dream hangover mornings where words...
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. If you would like to know why, touch the pirate. Click it even. Lust after it even, but whatever you do, don't eat the pirate. Below:
YES. I TOOK THOSE PICTURES AND IT MAKES ME VERY VERY HAPPY. YES. LIKE THIS:
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One of those dream hangover mornings where words...
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contrast:
good on ya.
btw, i have flying dreams all the time. for some strange reason, alot of them end up with me playing basketball... and i hate playing basketball. its fun in the dreams though.
btw, i have flying dreams all the time. for some strange reason, alot of them end up with me playing basketball... and i hate playing basketball. its fun in the dreams though.
motionboy:
man ice cream and painting....best two things ever.
If you ever come to SF remind me to take you to this Ice cream place I just discovered , they are off the hook , i gained like 4 pounds over the week because of them but its worth it
If you ever come to SF remind me to take you to this Ice cream place I just discovered , they are off the hook , i gained like 4 pounds over the week because of them but its worth it
I had a beautifully fucked dream last night. This is the second time.
There was a kid I went to school with a million, perhaps a million and a half years ago. Gangly. Great descriptive word. Strange looking. That's another. Generally cheerful, much like a hopeless optimist, an accidental happiness about him. In the dream he's stumbling around and singing a song in a low...
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There was a kid I went to school with a million, perhaps a million and a half years ago. Gangly. Great descriptive word. Strange looking. That's another. Generally cheerful, much like a hopeless optimist, an accidental happiness about him. In the dream he's stumbling around and singing a song in a low...
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doll_parts2727:
I had an awesome idea...you should...think of... an idea for me?... that would be very neat of you.
As Always,
Me.
As Always,
Me.
dizzy:
g'night
First off, I don't want a job. I mean, I certainly do, but I want it on my terms. (Nothing new here folks, same story we all have...) I would love to be a professional Benni watcher. Example:
...waitress walks up:
"Excuse me, sir. Would you like a drink?" She inquires.
"No thank you, it would interfere." I reply.
A quizzical look flashes over her...
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...waitress walks up:
"Excuse me, sir. Would you like a drink?" She inquires.
"No thank you, it would interfere." I reply.
A quizzical look flashes over her...
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sexykitten:
Hey my pussy keeper,
I've missed you...Sorry I have been outta touch it seems as soon as I quit my job for the most part I'm busier than ever...
The clothes making thing has just gone outta controll and then doing hair twice a week it nutz but its worth it in the end...
To tell ya the truth you dont want a job hell look at me my jobs are on my terms but they still drive me CRAZY!!!!
....
Love ya hun,
Kitten
I've missed you...Sorry I have been outta touch it seems as soon as I quit my job for the most part I'm busier than ever...
The clothes making thing has just gone outta controll and then doing hair twice a week it nutz but its worth it in the end...
To tell ya the truth you dont want a job hell look at me my jobs are on my terms but they still drive me CRAZY!!!!
....
Love ya hun,
Kitten
relapsed_eric:
let me know if you will be available this week or the next to shoot some photos, we should put our heads together to come up with a theme/concept for where and how we will shoot you.
mmm... music...
So, from consensus around here, no one gives a shit or two about Velvet Revolver. But, last night I was at their show at the Quest, and they fucking rocked the place.
Understand, above and beyond all else, that I am a skinny pale dude. I smoke too much, and I get this weird throat thing when I go to shows... it may...
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So, from consensus around here, no one gives a shit or two about Velvet Revolver. But, last night I was at their show at the Quest, and they fucking rocked the place.
Understand, above and beyond all else, that I am a skinny pale dude. I smoke too much, and I get this weird throat thing when I go to shows... it may...
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judas:
no camper, babe. i got my first kiss in a pop up camper, but i am not in possession of one. there's no way i can make the journey to sgafterprom anyway. goth boy's show friday, legendary pink dots show sunday, and no time for anything but work in between. i am drowning in debt and need to make the most of my waitressing...
samanthakayne:
hey hey, kiddo! sorry i missed you last night on messenger 
sounds like a good show - wanna refer me to where i can give 'em a listen?
sounds like a good show - wanna refer me to where i can give 'em a listen?
This is the point in my day where I get a Starbucks injection. Directly after this journal entry that's where I'll be headed.
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A few of you asked me how my interview went. It went well, or so it seemed. For the most part neither of the people who interviewed me let on anything at all. However, their eyes got really big a couple...
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A few of you asked me how my interview went. It went well, or so it seemed. For the most part neither of the people who interviewed me let on anything at all. However, their eyes got really big a couple...
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benni:
fucking A right. you bastard.
cassiopeia:
I hope you get that job. So it's something to do with photography. I think you omited that last time we talked.
I'm glad I'm not a burden. I feel that way sometimes. I was going to call you the other day because I had no one else to talk to but because I feared pestering you I didn't. Plus, I sound weird on the phone. I'd scare you.
I'm glad I'm not a burden. I feel that way sometimes. I was going to call you the other day because I had no one else to talk to but because I feared pestering you I didn't. Plus, I sound weird on the phone. I'd scare you.
What a jem of a night this has been. This may very well be the last time I do the decent citizen shtick. Crimes I witness from here on out go unreported.
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George Orwell stated that 2+2 can easily equal 5. All you have to do is believe it. It was this train of thought which he believed would enslave people through governmental control...
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George Orwell stated that 2+2 can easily equal 5. All you have to do is believe it. It was this train of thought which he believed would enslave people through governmental control...
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contrast:
so how'd the jorb interview go?
I have returned.
Thank you all for being yourselves.
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Well, my home-town sucked. Graduation reception, while kind of nice, had it's extreme weirdness mixed in. It had to.
This guy Chuck, a local sheriff in attendence shook my hand as he was leaving. He squeezed so fucking hard that it was digging the ring on my pinky into my ring finger and I thought...
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Thank you all for being yourselves.
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Well, my home-town sucked. Graduation reception, while kind of nice, had it's extreme weirdness mixed in. It had to.
This guy Chuck, a local sheriff in attendence shook my hand as he was leaving. He squeezed so fucking hard that it was digging the ring on my pinky into my ring finger and I thought...
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styphilis:
thanks for the happy birthday.
small tits need support, too. maybe try one of those training bras in the little people section. they come in pretty colors now. some of them even have padding so ten year old children can look 16 in their sassy halter tops and mini skirts.
what?
she can't go out looking like that!
give the girl some lucite stilettos!!
small tits need support, too. maybe try one of those training bras in the little people section. they come in pretty colors now. some of them even have padding so ten year old children can look 16 in their sassy halter tops and mini skirts.
what?
she can't go out looking like that!
give the girl some lucite stilettos!!
frankmask:
Hmm. This does have all the makings of the resistence. Fine, if that's the card you chose to draw, so be it!
Once again:
So...
By the time you read this I'll be either leaving here, on my way there, or arriving. Not any place I want to be. Just not here. And I'll be gone for a while. I need some love right now.
And I want to make this journal entry worth it for you. I want you to understand that I think being here...
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So...
By the time you read this I'll be either leaving here, on my way there, or arriving. Not any place I want to be. Just not here. And I'll be gone for a while. I need some love right now.
And I want to make this journal entry worth it for you. I want you to understand that I think being here...
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cassiopeia:
You're going to come back and shit yourself when you see you have 6(+) pages worth of comments. I know I would. Speaking of you coming back... when are you? I miss you....
charitee:
Hi yourself!
I had not considered it actually, and I'm off to bed down for the night, but I'll certainly look into tomorrow. Thanks for the note.
-Char
I had not considered it actually, and I'm off to bed down for the night, but I'll certainly look into tomorrow. Thanks for the note.
-Char
where?
how?
I dont know...
All I can see is sunbeds...
Umbrellas...
and naked people...
hmmm...
thats NOT bad...
V.
But I'm sure you're up...you're always up...and I don't mean that in a good way...